okay... although i refrained from typing this message out, i felt that there was just this need to tell. yesterday, i finally had the courage to ask for his number from my friend, i typed the message half-heartedly and when it was sent, i regretted having to think of what my friend would feel. but she just gave an one word reply. i think i better draft out the conversation to roughly show you guys how it had been... me: can you pass me fu hao's number? her: why? me: its because i feel that he had explained a lot but in the end, i did not join you guys. i feel bad and so i want to apologise to him personally. her: its okay if you don't join us, i will tell him. blah blah blah....
okay, so my efforts were not paid off... i had to pass my regards to him through this friend of mine. xiu hui felt that she liked the guy too therefore she was reluctant to just give me the number. yep, same sentiments exactly... look, if a number was all a friend needed and the reason was powerful enough, you wouldn't hesitate and go through the trouble of telling him yourself right? this is from the women's pointo f view... so wei xin, what are your views then? and so my day ended off quite a shitty way.. my oh well, i do not have anyway of contacting him anymore. xiu hui suggested helping me to find him on the friendster search.. thank you xiu xiu. you guys can also take a look of the girl acc: joyce... what a shitty day and feeling
