Thursday, August 11, 2005
simply put, the title means that i have nothing else to do. okay. before i talk about recent happenings, i promised to all that i would continue with my previous blog entry.
lets see... okay.. more about the guy in fact. more details: he is from temasek polytechnic, diploma in business studies. oh why do so many people that i know end up within temasek polytechnic? so strange? Nanyang polyteachnic??? erm... lets not talk about the details.. more importantly, the fact that i like nanyang polytechnic is more important. i do not really see the point in travelling that far when i can get them at a nearer polytechnic. if i spend too much time to and fro from school, it would definitely leech into my personal time and the time that would be available would be strapped. i do not see the point. so yep, nanyang poly rocks to the moon and back!
out of topic! rewind rewind... hmm.. what else do i have to say about him? lives in the north part of singapore which means that we might be ending up staying very near to each other? might even be one of my neighbours???!!! searches through my entire block!!! sorry. was just crapping away uncontrollably
maybe all the people in his company find him a pleasant guy to be with. but what troubles me is his treatment towards me. does he usually act this way to all the people in his company? i don't think so. seems that a guy would not usually act that friendly and stuff towards everybody. and yep, wei xin, you might be right (although not sure) that he might have a similar liking for me. thanks for the reminder that i missed the chance. *i am a weakling! ho ho ho... sobz*
another thing, when i was talking to a guy named andy and when fu hao was going down soon, i looked at his direction. a bell was attached to the door and made a clang when he pushed the door. he looked at me and smiled in his boyish way and made a thumbs up sign before turning to leave. i was smiling within myself while stiffing myself into a serious look and listening to what andy had to say.
a strange thing is that, the company's people always ask potential colleagues the question. "so what do you think about this company?", "so what do you think?", "how is it?", "so how?". in the last question i replied " what how?" because i did not know what they wanted to ask for. felt kinda stupid when my friend laughed behind.
then when he asked this question, i said "yep, i came today to check things out.." then he said "check what out? yo yo check it out~" *point is: he might be shereens potential crapper opponent but i think at least he is funny.. shereen's i really don't know how to laugh. sorry okay? i tried!* felt stupid but laughed along. maybe his image of me might be slightly tarnished because of my stupid answers but never mind that, as it was to suppress my feelings for you.
oh god, i think if you guys were to make me to say these to him, i will freeze on the spot and shatter into pieces! so i will say to my heart's content for now. small confession of mine: actually i considered investing in the job's franchise enterprise solely for him but its too costly and i do not have enough money and time on hand. who knows whether he might have a girlfriend already? that makes me think, i might hate my brainy self at times for anticipating things and plotting out things in a mindful manner only to find myself sobbing in the end~ and i did not really pay attention to the details on the nature of the job just to be listening to his voice and laughter... okay okay~ i am guilty!
_-_-when will i get to see you smiling for me again? your smile as transient as the life of a rose, lightened my life just like fireworks; making me wake up to find out that it was a dream_-_-
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