Wednesday, September 07, 2005
yep... just came here to vent out my frustrations, thoughts and whatever.. just had a peek at ling ta's blog and i am treated with eye candy to her large array of heels and her other regular doses of fashion items... real cool! betcha i can't really try on heels that much although i adore them and like boots more.
yep. guess some of you might know, my goddess is indeed the great AYUMI HAMASAKI.. and my fashion sense and inspirations come mainly from japanese magazine and from her fashion. and yeah, i have quite a bunch of them at home. cost a bomb but i just like analyzing them while flipping them slowly. (guess i am someone who treasures my books especially well, i hate folds and especially dog-ears! simply hate them)
YEA.. SOMEDAY I WILL HAVE TO DO AN AYU SPECIAL ON MY AYU COLLECTION!~ EXCITED
okay... explanation to why i don't really wear heels. they stick into soil and i have to pull them out and dirties the shoe! plus i look like parading on those stilts that they do during some festivals. sometimes wished that i was not that tall..
okay. being tall isn't such a good thing at times and i shall list out all the reasons to show that i am not boasting about my height at all.
one, you will be commanded to hang things that are easier in your reach. two, you will be commanded to reach for things high up and they might fall on you if you are low in luck. three, when you wear heels you look like you are on stilts. four, your head pops out and its easy for people to hunt you down. five, you won't be looked on as cute when people look at your height. six, people won't pat on your head when they console you during your sad moments as they feel its kinda weird for their hands to reach up.
so isn't it great to be happy with being a little shorter?? hehe... not possible but i think i will still follow my feelings and get myself some heels and boots and etc when i have the money~ hehe... now all i have to do is to continue day dreaming...
haha... i am feeling so frustrated by my pet bird today. spent more than one hour walking up and down wanting to catch it back... made me so sticky with perspiration and frustrated. it can forget about me setting it free tomorrow. i think tomorrow other than voice ensemble, i will have to go do some other shopping for the picnic on friday. yea, stops me from being cooped up at home and btw, i have to go grab the latest version of cleo because i have to be fed with regular doses of fashion medicine. wonder whether it would be better if i used the money on clothes.. but i don't wanna care that much for now.. feeling the frustration of being strapped without cash but voice ensemble makes me stay committed and i can't find a job to earn some extra bucks in the meantime. even my dad saw my about-to-puke face and he commented that it might be better to quit in this case. but it was all due to a headache caused from rapid gulping of food into my stomach as i was about to rush off to the practice. air was trapped all within and it felt extremely terrible and i had migraines till end of practice throughout which i had sudden feelings of puking and did not sing at times.
but i like choir due to the harmony that you can feel when all the sections sing together. and there is indeed depth so i think i won't quit and furthermore its not me to quit halfway!
plus on a further note, i watched the sentosa international varsity debate today and it was great. it was malaysia as proposition and moscow as opposition. debating about the topic: giving birth to boys are better than giving birth to girls.
one juiciest part was that one speaker from the proposition asked the opposition, if giving birth to girls will bring more peace to the world, then if you have 8 baby girls does it exactly mean that you will receive the nobel peace prize? but the opposition did not answer and shot back an answer that got me jumping for joy. he said that if 8 girls will get you a nobel peace prize then if you had 8 baby boys does it exactly mean that you will get a nobel price in economics??? (because the proposition brought forward the point where boys are more logical in thinking)
the results were that although opposition team lost (moscow) but the best speaker was the fourth speaker from moscow. he was the one who made the marvellous rebuttal. but malysia won because they had more points that were advantageous to them. if the tables were turned, i think moscow would win marvellously although some of the speakers are not so eloquent in chinese! great program that got me all fired up. wish to catch another debate. yeah! got to log off soon. tata!
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