too fast to live, too young to die.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

PEOPLE! PLS TAG AT MY BOARD. MY BOARD IS ROTTING SOON! JIE YI, I KNOW YOU HAVE A HABIT OF LOOKING AT MY BLOG! TAG MY BOARD~ (boy, i do sound fierce.. :p but it's still a demand from yours truly. *angelic smile*

but as what the title says.. this entry is indeed something that i would like to add because i haven't blogged for quite sometime. meaning: i do not have any preplanned contents that i would like to type of yet. so i think i would like to type of anything that comes to my mind. indeed a lot of things have happened within this short period of time that i do not know exactly what to type of, really.

my pet bird FU LAI has left me. and it was on friday night i presumed that i cried my heart out silently while i was in bed. i was there suddenly feeling so lonely and strange. i hugged a teddy and suddenly thought of the times when my pet bird was still here with me. i cried most horribly and my entire pillow were soaked with my tears that flowed without control. it was then that i really realised that i was suppressing all my emotions in front of everybody and i was left all naked and bare to my own feelings that i cried my eyes swollen. and yes, it was still swollen by the time evening of the next day reached.

by the next day, i found it hard for me to cry again. its indeed true that crying stiffens your heart more. making you stronger than ever. after that, i have been in a daze. i planned all the things i wanted to do. but its either i ended up doing other things or just sitting in front of the gogglebox filling my eyes with their regular doses of eye candy as much as possible. i don't think i will be sacrificing so much time for television programmes in the future. i am just obsessed with television and can sit all day long. maybe its because that i have shut down my brain for quite some time that i can't really think well.

alot of other things happened too. i haven't been up much on MSN that often that i do not keep in contact with you guys on the recent happenings too. but i think you guys can update me when tomorrow comes. yes, tomorrow is when i will have to return to campus. yeapz. off to have my dinner. will continue to update. tata

4:09 AM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

before i begin wallowing in personal sadness, i would like to congratulate roan for passing her grade 8 exams! its a great feeling isn't it?? can heave a sigh of relief already!

but something happened yesterday that made me sad. my pet bird left home!! my pet bird always had the habit of flying up to the kitchen and apparently i think the door wasn't closed that properly and wind blew the door open. i think thats how my pet bird crept out and left home. some emptiness within me as i viewed pictures of him. it all seemed so close but yet untouchable too. i miss him using its little tongue licking my finger and when i played with it.. not forgetting some unforgettable moments where i was splattered with its poo. hmm.. but i am still bearing those very tiny hopes of it coming back to me. all that can remind me of him is two of its cages, bird feed and even feathers that i have kept when they dropped out.

but i think we have to move on anyway.. going off to have some peace and quiet. maybe to self reflect on myself or just meditate.. some packing will also do. just see what i can do.. anyway, if you people come to my house one day, just be informed that my pet bird isn't here anymore.. there's a lot of sunflower seeds and bird feed left.. all fresh.. maybe will get another bird~ tata

1:03 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

hello peeps. i am back with more eye candy than ever. yes.. you might have guessed it right. its the pictures of arena tour 2005 ~MY STORY~ i have taken 4 pictures of the 3 DVD box set and i am not regretting that i bought the DVD version. its fantabulous. (:P made up the word) first picture is the 2 sections of the box set. second picture is what you can expect to see when you open up the DVD casings. third, you can see the array of songs that ayu is going to perform as you watch the DVD. fourth, is what you can see when you buy the package as a whole.

next up, my favourite pictures taken of my pet bird and its new cage. it was previously a HDB owner and has thus transformed to a mansion owner (don't take it literally, kay? in case you guys thought that my pet bird is that loaded till it can afford a mansion let alone a HDB house. :P) gosh, its cage is rectangular like a mega-cube. reminds me of ayu's mv: humming 7/4. its jumping around merrily in its cage

while i have a lot of trouble taking its photos and cleaning up two cages at once. the picture taking of my pet bird is trying to bite my grandma's thumb. please click on the pictures for better viewing pleasure. gonna go.. tata. tag my board to leave comments.. *off to kiss my pet bird lol :P*

7:04 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

okay, time to do some explanation here. as what my title means, it means 'congratulations on your birthday, ayu~'. yeaps, its ayu's birthday today. she'll officially be 27 years of age now.

although some of you may feel that 27 is considered the late 20s, but to me, she does not look her age due to her petite frame and the way she talks and carries herself... oh! great! i think ayu will be on some assignments today but nonetheless, teamayu will still be there with her to celebrate her birthday!

and on top of that, arena tour 2005 - MY STORY - is uber-fantastic! i'm lovin' it~ haha tata

6:15 AM