Tuesday, October 11, 2005
before i begin wallowing in personal sadness, i would like to congratulate roan for passing her grade 8 exams! its a great feeling isn't it?? can heave a sigh of relief already!
but something happened yesterday that made me sad. my pet bird left home!! my pet bird always had the habit of flying up to the kitchen and apparently i think the door wasn't closed that properly and wind blew the door open. i think thats how my pet bird crept out and left home. some emptiness within me as i viewed pictures of him. it all seemed so close but yet untouchable too. i miss him using its little tongue licking my finger and when i played with it.. not forgetting some unforgettable moments where i was splattered with its poo. hmm.. but i am still bearing those very tiny hopes of it coming back to me. all that can remind me of him is two of its cages, bird feed and even feathers that i have kept when they dropped out.
but i think we have to move on anyway.. going off to have some peace and quiet. maybe to self reflect on myself or just meditate.. some packing will also do. just see what i can do.. anyway, if you people come to my house one day, just be informed that my pet bird isn't here anymore.. there's a lot of sunflower seeds and bird feed left.. all fresh.. maybe will get another bird~ tata
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