PEOPLE! PLS TAG AT MY BOARD. MY BOARD IS ROTTING SOON! JIE YI, I KNOW YOU HAVE A HABIT OF LOOKING AT MY BLOG! TAG MY BOARD~ (boy, i do sound fierce.. :p but it's still a demand from yours truly. *angelic smile*
but as what the title says.. this entry is indeed something that i would like to add because i haven't blogged for quite sometime. meaning: i do not have any preplanned contents that i would like to type of yet. so i think i would like to type of anything that comes to my mind. indeed a lot of things have happened within this short period of time that i do not know exactly what to type of, really.
my pet bird FU LAI has left me. and it was on friday night i presumed that i cried my heart out silently while i was in bed. i was there suddenly feeling so lonely and strange. i hugged a teddy and suddenly thought of the times when my pet bird was still here with me. i cried most horribly and my entire pillow were soaked with my tears that flowed without control. it was then that i really realised that i was suppressing all my emotions in front of everybody and i was left all naked and bare to my own feelings that i cried my eyes swollen. and yes, it was still swollen by the time evening of the next day reached.
by the next day, i found it hard for me to cry again. its indeed true that crying stiffens your heart more. making you stronger than ever. after that, i have been in a daze. i planned all the things i wanted to do. but its either i ended up doing other things or just sitting in front of the gogglebox filling my eyes with their regular doses of eye candy as much as possible. i don't think i will be sacrificing so much time for television programmes in the future. i am just obsessed with television and can sit all day long. maybe its because that i have shut down my brain for quite some time that i can't really think well.
alot of other things happened too. i haven't been up much on MSN that often that i do not keep in contact with you guys on the recent happenings too. but i think you guys can update me when tomorrow comes. yes, tomorrow is when i will have to return to campus. yeapz. off to have my dinner. will continue to update. tata
