Monday, November 21, 2005
note that i did not think of any title for me to start this blog entry. actually i had topics that i would like to write maybe, a few days before??? but now, i have actually much calmed down and the end result is: i have nothing much that i would like to add... maybe it is due to many things occurring and thus i do not know what to write instead.
anyways, let me just write whatever comes to mind. the weather these days are starting to get real violent! sometimes, i was expecting the weather to turn cooler but NO! singapore's weather is rather violent if you had ever noticed. it is either one of the extreme. too hot or too cold. anyways, i have nothing to comment about. but poor me, i have a poor constitution to start with. mucus is running like a river stream from my nose these days. it's true believe me. i was washing off foam from my hair and down flowed an endless stream of... yes, you've guessed it right.. MUCUS!
great heavens, all i could do was to wipe it away with my hand and wash it off with water. managed to taste it although i must say i did not do it on purpose.
my 3rd aunt is back from australia for a holiday. just to visit my cousin's baby. i have not seen the little baby though. dad told me that i have to wait till when she is one month old. just can't understand why i have to go through the wait. but heard from my aunt (mum of my cousin) that my cousin is being unobedient as a lady in her confinement. damn, just listen to what some kind adults have for you and all will be fine... no use like arguing back on whether their comments are wrong and railing verbal abuses back(mild de. but scolding your mum is one sin that you can do.. so there's nothing much like mild verbal abuses. :P). for anyone who might be having thoughts on my cousin, she is married and is an adult with a job and etc. (not any rebellious adolescent that has just gotten a shot gun marriage.)
hmm, thinking about this makes me unwilling to go visit her that much. i think i can't handle infants that much especially when you know what the mother is capable of doing. *scurries away*
as what you can see here, i have talked about topics just by scraping the surface. remember, a lot of things have happened and i can't be able to update every moment especially when i have brothers hogging the computer at home.
one thing i can be sure of where this topic is heading is that, i do not really wish to be an adult. although you can have more access to things that were once made unavailable to you, the amount of responsibilities that you have to fulfill increases. on top of that, adults nowadays are kind of sickening in my opinion. not that they chided me for doing anything wrong, but i have found out that adults are trying their very best to survive in this world by teaching us the way of being amicable with everyone.
although i must say that it is something good to learn but it is getting more and more irritating as people are getting more fake. so although we know that someone is hiding being their smiles with an evil grin, we must still maintain our so-called 'relationship' with this person by smiling back gracefully. isn't this lame? i mean, rather than point fingers at the adults nowadays, i think the entire society is to be blamed. but what can i do about it? i just have to accept facts the way that it is.
maybe i wasn't made out for this society. i think i can live better if i was in places like gotei 13 or some shinobi villages or in some hidden villages, or maybe bear a secret identity. this suits me better. just grab a kunai and get ready to kill idiotic fellas out to snatch with you for precious air. haha. maybe not that extreme, but somewhere along that line. or maybe i might have second thoughts but i think that may have to wait... *grins* tata
3:01 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
although i can say i do not know how to start this post, but ultimately, i still have to begin typing somehow. my god, this is lame. anyway, as a precautionary measure, please kindly shift your mouse over the exit button to shut this window should you find something that's gory. don't say i didn't warn you.
all of us went to party world yeaterday to celebrate wan ying's birthday. afterwhich, we parted ways and i went home on my father's car. i stomached down some food and slept like a log. i must say, i did not end up sleeping well as i had to wake up so early and was having lots of dreams that were disrupting me from getting a good night's sleep.
some details: (somehow i remeber this particular dream clearly) i am a dancer within my dream. then, within my dream, we had some sort of quarrel with a few of the dancers. i think i had only offended one. too bad she had two backers, both of which are also fellow dancers.
there was a fight. a catfight but i was wielding my fists around. damn, i was powerful! i caught all punches that the bimbos did.. that was too easy. but it sort of turned wild as i was 'buay-song' with the outnumbered fight. one was about to punch me but she was too late. i grabbed her entire arm by then and sank my teeth into her arm. i guess i had punctured all of her arterioles and such. i wasn't letting go after a mere bite. i made sure i sank my teeth till there was fresh blood oozing out. it did without much personal effort. and i was drooping my head down and letting the blood drip out of my mouth. did not want to suck it in as i did not want the dirty blood to flow into my every vein and stuff to infect them. alot of other things happened. i think i can skip them... the previous detail that i provided was enough to make jie yi disgusted... aiyo... paiseh lah. it's the truth that happened.
hmm... and so, within accounting lecture, i was fast dozing off and i finally decided not to attend the statistics lab lesson.. too torturing for me.. i am sooo pitiful. imagine a poor girl who is fighting against her will with every drip of her might to force her eyelids open.. yeah, in case if you do not know who that pitiful girl is, IT"S ME. had influenza plus sleepy syndrome. it was enough to kill me. without eating much breakfast, i wolfed down my lunch and just went to sleep 5 hours++ straight. no dreams! great full sleep...
*goes off in wonder what to do for a sleepless night* (NOTE: MY MSN MESSENGER IS NOT FUNCTIONING NOW. I CAN'T COME ONLINE NOW.) tata~
5:32 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
as the title would have it, yes... two weeks have already passed since i am in poly's first year sem 2. a lot of things have happened. happy things, sad things, hilarious things and whatever else...
so sorry to the so-called "avid" readers of hellbutterfly's blog. yeap, i have not been blogging because either i am busy or that my brothers are hugging on to their favourite computer games. *shrugs* i can't help it, can i? to cut the long story short, i will not go into details for now.. two weeks worth of stuff can be enough to make your eyes pop out.. yes, within this two weeks meaningful things have happened.
a quick update... 1) i am an aunt now! sweet seventeen but yes, i have a niece now! cool~ 2) my brother has finally passed all his bike examinations and is a bike owner now 3) my aunt is going to come back on the 17th which means i'll have to sleep on the floor... oh well, i guess i will be burning my nights away
nothing much that i would like to type on.. hmm, my current aims are to speak with a softer volume and to push my reading speed faster. i have always wanted to talk more softer.. yeap, so i think this pre-new year resolutions are quite reasonable to be in the blog too... plus, i read very slow and it minimises all the extra time i can spend idling. nothing else... tata
1:35 AM
