Monday, November 21, 2005
note that i did not think of any title for me to start this blog entry. actually i had topics that i would like to write maybe, a few days before??? but now, i have actually much calmed down and the end result is: i have nothing much that i would like to add... maybe it is due to many things occurring and thus i do not know what to write instead.
anyways, let me just write whatever comes to mind. the weather these days are starting to get real violent! sometimes, i was expecting the weather to turn cooler but NO! singapore's weather is rather violent if you had ever noticed. it is either one of the extreme. too hot or too cold. anyways, i have nothing to comment about. but poor me, i have a poor constitution to start with. mucus is running like a river stream from my nose these days. it's true believe me. i was washing off foam from my hair and down flowed an endless stream of... yes, you've guessed it right.. MUCUS!
great heavens, all i could do was to wipe it away with my hand and wash it off with water. managed to taste it although i must say i did not do it on purpose.
my 3rd aunt is back from australia for a holiday. just to visit my cousin's baby. i have not seen the little baby though. dad told me that i have to wait till when she is one month old. just can't understand why i have to go through the wait. but heard from my aunt (mum of my cousin) that my cousin is being unobedient as a lady in her confinement. damn, just listen to what some kind adults have for you and all will be fine... no use like arguing back on whether their comments are wrong and railing verbal abuses back(mild de. but scolding your mum is one sin that you can do.. so there's nothing much like mild verbal abuses. :P). for anyone who might be having thoughts on my cousin, she is married and is an adult with a job and etc. (not any rebellious adolescent that has just gotten a shot gun marriage.)
hmm, thinking about this makes me unwilling to go visit her that much. i think i can't handle infants that much especially when you know what the mother is capable of doing. *scurries away*
as what you can see here, i have talked about topics just by scraping the surface. remember, a lot of things have happened and i can't be able to update every moment especially when i have brothers hogging the computer at home.
one thing i can be sure of where this topic is heading is that, i do not really wish to be an adult. although you can have more access to things that were once made unavailable to you, the amount of responsibilities that you have to fulfill increases. on top of that, adults nowadays are kind of sickening in my opinion. not that they chided me for doing anything wrong, but i have found out that adults are trying their very best to survive in this world by teaching us the way of being amicable with everyone.
although i must say that it is something good to learn but it is getting more and more irritating as people are getting more fake. so although we know that someone is hiding being their smiles with an evil grin, we must still maintain our so-called 'relationship' with this person by smiling back gracefully. isn't this lame? i mean, rather than point fingers at the adults nowadays, i think the entire society is to be blamed. but what can i do about it? i just have to accept facts the way that it is.
maybe i wasn't made out for this society. i think i can live better if i was in places like gotei 13 or some shinobi villages or in some hidden villages, or maybe bear a secret identity. this suits me better. just grab a kunai and get ready to kill idiotic fellas out to snatch with you for precious air. haha. maybe not that extreme, but somewhere along that line. or maybe i might have second thoughts but i think that may have to wait... *grins* tata
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