Tuesday, December 27, 2005
i am here not to update with another entry but to write something trivial. i just felt that the previous post that i had written was somewhat BIMBOTIC! *aiya... roan! influenced by you confering that title to me*
i think i will be laughing my ass off if i happen to read blogs that are of the similar type... BimboS! my gawd, this is getting amusing. if only paris hilton got her own personal blog. i'll be grinning from ear to ear everyday. nonetheless, i think there are still existing blogs that offer bimbotic entries...
LOL... tata~
2:13 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
recently, i am not in that good a mood to be doing things carefreely. why? stressed. stressed? damn u muthaf*cker! ask so much for what?
lol. that was a fun way of starting this blog post. anyway, i have lotsa things to be accomplished in order to achieve my motto of being an all-rounder. hmm.. let's see what has been assigned to me~ leadership roles in projects, reporting work to be submitted, choir to be juggling with and homework of course.
i am indeed stranded in the darkness! hmm... what can i do? but i believe for this darkness is only momentarily. i just have to search my way out. really to be honest, if i have to be mean, this blog post would have been splattered with my saliva of my rantings. yea! i have a lot of grievances. kill me and i'll be a wandering spirit. but i think i will in turn kill the person who tries to murder me. u dare to touch me, i'll rip your head off at no cost! no mercy..
hmm, i guess in this world there are all sorts of people... even some that should not be existing. they only pollute the earth with their existence. not pointing all my 10 fingers at anyone. but if you have a guilty conscience, you may jolly well be one. :p
i have lots of things to be typing about but i keep digressing. what should i be saying next? oh... i find that my english is poor.. my god, limited vocabulary! must brush up! god~ (oops! i seem to have bothered my dear goddess of mercy again) i must improve! *grits teeth*
hmm, what else? oh yeah... one long entry that i should be making. The Voice Ensemble Cantus Concert has ended quite well in my opinion. but woe is me when we had to go through rigorous training and there were even hiccups during the final rehearsal. i just gave a very sian face. quite major hiccups. just waited and waited. we had trained long time. let me recount. two days of training instead of one, then even some wednesdays to train, a VE camp and even excuses from my leadership seminar to go for the rehearsal. why did the leadership course have to clash? i really wanted to go for it. Ms Chua had nominated me for it. a recognition, u get it???
forget it! it has all passed. i was suffering in silence by wearing the heels i had borrowed from xiu hui. high heels for hours. try it lah... no movement too. i wore till my feet went from white to slight purple. numbed toes were all that i felt.
then after the first round of rehearsals, we went backstage. nope, for me, i dragged my body backstage. then the makeup artists were there to 'service' us. fear set in. i saw how they were made up and i begged them to give me a natural makeup. to add to that, i could not see how they were progressing as i am a 4-eyed toad. sitting in a position that i felt so unrelaxed, my body was motionless and i could not relax. that shows the intensity of my fear.
all that i could smell was powder and rogue. the air around my nostrils was plainly this. layer upon layer of makeup was applied. i remember having at least 3 girls tending to me. their fingers and makeup tools shamelessly carressing my face. (this is only a description.. to those that have low IQ that thought i was molested... hah!) lo and behold, or rather armageddon set in, i was finally able to see my face. KNN! machiam~ my face was akin to that of a chinese opera singer.
descriptions: roan looked like a friggin' drag queen, jie yi looked like ru hua's sister and me, an opera singer. why did they turn 3 normal girls into weirdos??? my god... dragon told us our makeup were too thick even when on stage. i had thick eyebrows. wow, can acknowledge crayon shin-chan as my godbrother. thick eyeliners.. really like tok tok chiang type. then my hair was tied up so tight that when i released it, there was a mark. my $180 gone down to drain~ rebonding efforts. but the hair looked like Ma Xiao Ling's. haha... one consoling fact. then mascara was well done and lip colour too... so can't say they never put in the effort to do us up... hmm... when i was at the bus interchange with dragon, an indian lady kept staring at me... can't blame her.. never see weirdo before. and yep, thank you dragon and shereen plus shareen. and those who came to support VE! only you bothered! luv ya all~
i think i wanna end liao. i think i will update in the future. tata~
5:36 PM
