Tuesday, February 28, 2006
hmm... i guess my title should be correct! hmm... i almost forgot that i had a blog. my deepest apologies. had been busy or so to say. and i am back here in a desperate attempt to revive the blog with a mere post.
note that my tagboard is already down but i have no plans to save it. i'm no omnipotent kami-sama (god) and i am far too lazy to lift my fingers and exhaust a few joules of energy. so many things have happened, i will just update whatever comes to my mind..
i'm not going to talk about Tammy. that topic is passe. my summary: people too bored that they steal porn vids and mass mail it to peole... nothing much. just tainting NYP's reputation??? nope. its just that the person who stole the phone was looking for cheap thrills. end of summary!
my god, that wasted my energy even when i wasn't intending to talk about that. oh ya, examination is finally over! but there seems to be a mismatch. know why? suddenly all the fast paced lifestyle has come to a standstill. and to reward me fulfilling naps, i had three consecutive days of sickness... hmm, flu, headaches and flu again.. that happens to me when i don't have anything to do... i guess i might not retire till i'm dead. or i have to live an enriching life before i can rest in peace...
which sums up the point that i need money from work. or have to fill up my time with enriching activities. i haven't been slacking you know. am waiting for some confirmation... i must persevere. actually i have matured even more than the past. the current me is different. i must say that i have the thinking of an oyaji (ah peh). thinking thoroughly and facing obstacles with a smile. i have to grow up someday. maybe oyaji is a little too old.... but if i were to choose, i wanna be touya meijin from hikaru no go. he is the ultimate person that is closest to obtaining the hand of god within go.
i have the go boards and the ishi (stones) but there is no one to exchange pointers with me, except my inborn twin. good thing i am a gemini. there is internal conference more than i communicate with anyone. i think a lot to myself reversing situations and whatever. so i was wondering whether i could ace in go. then travel to japan, china and korea to vie with other go experts for titles. sounds great... i ain't kidding... i have great aspirations just that my wings are like bounded up by the restrictions that i face. hmm..... enough of talk, maybe you guys may be wondering what the heck i am talking... its alright! i'm just different from normal. abnormal?? maybe yea... lol
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