Tuesday, September 05, 2006
boy, i'm super pissed now. i came to the computer and so here i'm gonna bitch about it. disclaimer: shift your mouse cursor to the X button on the top right corner of your screen to shut down this window before you regret it.
and so, as usual i woke up today. but i was later by 2 hours and i thought it is alright since it was the holidays and i can leave my household chores till slightly later since i won't be heading off to any place in particular later.
read a message from my mum.. i'm not saying that i hate broken english but whatever was it that she meant?! i did not even figure out what she was talking about and completely gave up... i think my mum typed the message half-heartedly since her english standard should be okay for my comprehension. putting down my phone, i thought i might as well go eat some breakfast.
called out to my grannie, 'good 'morn!'.
she said that i was a Da Xiao Jie, taking like eons to wake up. and as much as i want to shut her up, she started rattling her instructions to me. something to highlight about this part.. it is the lunar seventh month, the 14th. so we had some praying sessions and insense burning to do. i'm not saying that i don't give a damn to my elders but i did not sell my soul to them. and there they were instructing as if i was worse off than some maid. i have my own temperament, you know?
this is the last straw. picture this.. you are some miserable lil' puppy and some people come along and use a pole to keep pushing you. you like it? if you like it, you must be some SM maniac waiting to be tortured.
and here i am in my holidays. drained in all the housework every day. i can't do the things i want. my siblings can do what they want. i can't. my brothers just shirk off any responsibilities even it may occur to them that one is on holiday but they went working and another is schooling. i did housework to lessen the burden on my mother initially but that does not mean i am any pushover. i did such things out of goodwill only. and people, stop taking things for granted. i'm on the verge of picking up smoking.. so don't you push me to the edge.. Great MFs.
8:51 PM
