Friday, December 29, 2006
took this quiz from my bro's blog and the result is uber cool~
You are the World
Completion, Good Reward.
The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.
The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
10:48 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
havent been updating for quite some time... a few days??? amilia can't live without the internet.
but i'm glad i could still obtain certain access to the internet, so here i am again..
first day of job is today! i'm gonna fight~~~ 戦うぞーーーー
バイト バイト フーアイト～～ \（^o^ )
10:05 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Gotten to see this survey on Roan's bloggie. Too bored after a strange and somewhat eerie dream, Amilia embarked on doing this survey....
01. Eyeliner or mascara?- Both
02. Disney films or scary films?- scary films
03. skirts or jeans?:- jeans
04. Socks or leggings?:- leggings
05. Hoodies or jackets?:- hoodies
06. Heels or sneakers?:- do i have a choice? sneakers prolly
07. Straight or curly hair?:- both with style
08. Hoop or dangling earrings?:- hoops
09. Side bangs or one lengthed?:- side bangs
10. Your favorite color(s):- black, red, white, silver
11. Victoria's Secret or Bath & BodyShop?:- bodyshop!
12. Smoothies or lattes?:- lattes
13. Diet or regular sodas?- regular ones.. diet ones taste acidic to me
14. Water or daiquiris?:- nope.. perrier with lemon
15. Diamonds or pearls ?- diamonds
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:- they don't make a difference to me
17. This or That?:- neither
18. iPod or cell phone?:- iPod
19. Friends or family?:- family
20. Manicure or pedicure?:- both.. i'l DIY
D21. Love or peace?:- peace
22. Sunglasses or purses?:- sunglasses, aviator ones
What you have:
[x] An MP3 player/ipod/anything likethat.
[x] Jewelry.
[x] A computer.
[x] A cd player.
[ ] A stereo.
[ ] A spice girl cd
[ ] A cosmo magazine.
[x] A teddy bear.
[ ] A build a bear.
[ ] An American Eagle purse.
[ ] A hot topic shirt.
[ ] An abercrombie shirt/sweater.
[ ]The mean girls dvd.
[x] A TV in my room.
[ ] Diamond earrings.
[ ] A pearl necklace/bracelets.
[ ] A homecoming/prom dress.
[ ] A Bible
[ ] A myspace
[x] Perfume or spray.
[x] A black shirt.
[x] Pink nail polish.
Girl Knowledge:
Do you know exactly where the blush goes?- yeah.. roger that
Would you say you know how to put on make up?- definitely
Do you know how to french braid?- yup. but i don't do it
Do you wash your face at least once a day?- roger that
Do you know what kind of lip stick make your lip sexy????- canmake rouge
Do you use an eyelash curler?- yea
Do you use waterproof mascara?- yea
this is interesting.. quite a number of things i have noticed are different of that from Roan's.. so i urge the other members of 7 flowers to do this on their personal blog or our group blog to view the difference...
can't think of any pictures to post for the day. till then, PEACE!
8:41 PM
meri kuri!!! merry christmas to all the peeps out there! although singapore is not snowing and it's a fact that i would like to experience Christmas in Japan, i still wanna wish all the friends and people around me a MERRY CHRISTMAS...
Merry Christmas to.... my family esp my Grandma and elder bro
Merry Christmas to.... my friends
Merry Christmas to.... Alice Nine
Merry Christmas to.... Ayu
Merry Christmas to.... Gazette
Merry Christmas to.... Naitomea (Nightmare)
Merry Christmas to.... all the other Jrock bands (Jrock = Japan, you Rock my world!)
Merry Christmas to.... all the Japanese artistes (singers and actors + actresses)
Merry Christmas to.... to all the other people who have made an impact in my life
Merry Christmas to.... my god! yeap, you deserve all the greetings that I could give~
Merry Christmas everyone~
Amilia signing out. Peace!!
3:46 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
bonus edition of blog entry: 2 pictures of Hitsugi of Naitomea (Nightmare).. absolutely sweet! Absolut Christmas~ the first picture is Hitsugi with makeup. he looks his best like he always does.. and and and he looks perfect without makeup too... cool eh?
with makeup:
without makeup:
there is a motive behind my blog entry today! i have an opinion that i would like to express..
Visual Kei
another dislaimer: Farhanah, this is dedicated for you... lol
all the statements that i am going to make are purely my opinion. it may not be factual so bear with me, ya? any resemblance of the dead is purely coincidental.. *erm, i guess you could strike out the previous sentence that i had typed.. haha
to me, visual kei is a subculture of japanese youths in these era. it was normally by japanese rock bands who had wanted to express their individualism from the mainstream. thus, they don unique to eccentric type of apparels. the range of apparels range from emo to goth... but in a way, visual kei is in its own league than compared to these 2 categories.
in visual kei-ism, there is no definition of genders. its not whether a guy should be a guy and look like one... its more of like neutrality.. no definition and yet its hard to be defined... makeup are always put on to make an impact on others and to accentuate their facial features... *if you are at anytime blur of what i mean, just refer to the pictures above^*
i am going to end abruptly... been blogging on a post for too long that have lost the direction to continue typing...
till then, peace!
6:53 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
this is the picture that i would like to share for toay... no personal photos of friends and such as of now.. or you can say that i was too lazy to upload the images to get things started. a purple chandelier like this stands out. i won't mind if it was blood red. what matters most is the design of the chandelier!!!!!!! *dies*
oops, i had wanted to blog yesterday but i was too sluggish to do it.. i can sleep on for what seems like eons. hate myself at times for being so lazy. guess it is partially due to the fact that i am still without a stable job.. then i tend to revert back to a lazy soul~ *yawns* <--- there i go again
its dangerous when you do not have any drive in life... urgh! i gotta cut down on the excessive dosage of youtube.. when i am enough of viewing some videos, i would find some other videos posted online miraculously.. adding fuel to the fire, my god!
have been pushing my initial plans back.. this would not do.. its so boring when you are bounded by debts and all and it defeats the purpose of setting up your plans. so first up, planning and money is most crucial... you are not wrong. this is indeed amilia's blog and not some financial news in asia.
the gathering was actually changed to Billy Bombers'. superb food and service! thumbs up and with such excellent performance, i'm more than willing to part with my money. the serving for Fish and Fries is huge! i did not eat that. went ahead to eat surf and turf which is steak and fried breaded dory fish. that was nice, i'm happy that i chose the potato salad. its nicer than choosing chips.. yum yum. so we had a scrumptious dinner and went to exchange our gifts at the concourse near esplanade where the break dancers always do their thing. we invited a fair bit of stares since 11 people is definitely a crowd. sat down and drew names. the final draw was a little creepy. we ended up picking the person sitting next to us.. *shudders*
was back in serangoon at before 12. went with CB kia to S11 and had teh and talk talk.. the rain was pouring down like nobody's business. i had wanted to wait for the rain to be smaller while i was sipping at the hot teh. it did not! the rain continued to pour down and we were all wet when walking in the open street... i was screaming all the way since the wind was piercing through my skin and all the merciless rain needles pricking at me.. my shoes ended up, wet again! got home at one.. no one scolded me.. oh wells, i get the trust alr! good good! @33&&^%$#
had headache in the morning and did not get up till i pulled myself off the bed. went to see the GP to get my prescriptions as well as some medicine and cleansers for acne. i got a shock of my life by looking at the bill luh! wahahaha.. so i thought to myself, "I must get a job!!!!"
P.S: I NEED A JOB! YEAH!
5:22 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
this is the picture that i would like to share today... this is the place that i once saw when i was in a dream.. can't say that this is the identical place but i just slept on the icy land staring up at a frozen old tree with all the icicles hanging down... a magnificent place i must say! had a little hope that i once lived in such a place during my previous lives or something...
some "did-you-know" facts about me...
Don't know if you regard this as fact or fiction but my father once said that i was an English woman in my past life... interesting, isn't it??? does this constitute to me looking a little ang mo??? no idea, just go figure!
I was an eccentric kid from young... always being different from the lot... take this for example, i might be some shirt with a torn collar while others are all nice and clean shirts... does that help you in figuring out??? oh wells, I was a grumpy child who does not like to express anything nor even talk. my mum once complained that I had only started to talk when i was only 7!!! 7 years in total silence and shut out from the outside world.. it was so bad until my parents suspected that i was a mute and wanted to seek treatment for my 'illness'.
i think i will keep the other facts to myself cos i can't think of anything else to share this moment...
oh~ 7 flowers and dragon cum various flowers' boyfriends are gonna stomp New York New York today!!! wait for me, the all so wholesome apple candy floss! i'm gonna feast on you till my molars decay!!! muahaha~ Pai seh, i think i still need to keep my molars leh... oh wells~ \(*o*")
have so much gift exchanges this instance... too bad i am not really working now.. even $10 seem so much to me... sigh, poor me~
oh oh oh, Paul has openly admitted that Rachel is chio... my my my, does this indicate something??? hahaha.
nothing much to blog about... will blog when i have the idea. till then, amilia signing out.
11:43 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
this is the issue for dec 18. was talking to hui yi about what happened over the weekend and yeah, i forgot to blog about something important! oh how could i have forgotten about it?? went to kinokuniya with CB kia (in case you may not know, CB stands for charcoal buddy) cos he was looking for ppl to go out with him to source for christmas presents. was contemplating on whether to go out and therefore went on ahead without any hesitation.
kinokuniya! here i come. and as usual, i managed to spot some japanese... never managed to find any eye candies but i felt that it was quite heartwarming to hear them conversate in Japanese. don't know why but it is just a gut feeling that i had. wore a pair of slippers and didn't put any make up cos i was too lazy and i seriously need to let my skin feel naked for a period of time. in the meantime, i'll just try my best to remove the blemishes on my face. *rushes off to flip skin beauty magazines*
the skin of Japanese guys are so fine... envies!!! oh well, and and and!!! i couldn't overcome the temptation of browsing the men's section and i stumbled on the anniversary issue of Shoxx magazine... there are other visual kei magazines like Neo Genesis, Cure and Shoxx luh~ the retail price of Shoxx anniversary issue was going at $34.90!!! erm, i wished i had the kinokuniya privilege card... then i would be able to enjoy the 20% discount... after discount, it would be $27.92 exactly... $7, mind you! but i did not apply cos i have to wait till i have a stable job and income before i do any more spending... argh, this sucks totally!
then we went to yoshinoya to have our lunch.... not bad indeed... i like the miso soup that they have there and i can get to eat japanese food promptly... isn't that great? we called up sok wan later since she was also in the town area... CB kia called me to call but i was too preoccupied with my lunch and i shoved him my phone lazily... sok wan always likes to make fun of both of us.... my taste got so bad ah?? *lol, no offence CB kia*
just don't like all the lame secondary-school-teases... i'm more of a narcissistic person to a fair extent and I don't see why I have to be linked up with guys who just happen to be my platonic friend. I hope it is just me making some boring rants but i surely won't want to see the similar situations popping up again.... shan't entertain such shit anymore... lol... ^but to think again, i'm also helping you leh, CB kia.. don't get linked to such eccentric people like me.. lol
picture to share for this entry:
Miyavi-sama.. not really head over heels for him but i just like his guts and that overpowered egoistic character of his... :P
5:21 PM
this is a copy of SHOXX... Taken from the year 2002, August issue... Farhanah, don't go crazy when you see this! heeeheee.... hmm, why aren't I a japanese too??? I want to be in Japan~
6:09 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Another Q&A session!!!!
Q: What are your current desires?
A: Bass Guitar, lessons and amplifiers that will bring the roof down.
Q: Best destination to be in?
A: Any part of Japan :p
Q: Current favorited genre?
A: Rock, Jrock and visual kei in particular
Q: Do you look like you conversate English at home?
A: To a fair extent, yes... Provided I don't open my mouth and utter Chinese
9:08 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
why is it that i can't break free from the shackles of reality? its been weighing me down real hard. lately, it's been a chore to find myself alive, breathing and heart pumping.
free me to my paradise.. i'm crying.. don't make me cry again...
weakness makes me shudder... my elder brother is not with me, he went to NS.. Pls book out real soon! i need my brother.. he is my sole emotional support.. i know i suck, but lately things are too hard for me to handle on my own.
sorry to dampen the spirits of everyone who may be reading this post. i noticed roxanne is facing the same situation as me. some family financial problems.. we are in this together.. so jia you, kay? (<-- if you happen to read my blog, that is)
don't take pity on me... i don't deserve any pity... all words of sympathy would sound like hypocritical comments passed by some airheads... thanks but no thanks... period.
I love singing. but it is like i've been robbed of the freedom to sing freely... this sucks incredibly.. i've noticed that i enjoy much freedom and ease to even be singing randomly.. isn't that what i wanted??? choir is starting to wear me out.. i'm not going to give up that easily but don't push me when i'm at the edge alr. You hear?
Signing out... P.S: I won't cry again
9:50 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hi everyone.. i have a status that i can announce to you people. i'm 'not considered a guy, not exactly a woman'. lol, makes sense ya? CB kia, i give you the permission to laugh behind the monitor screen.
i went to takashimaya yesterday after having the urge to buy an exchange gift since i have the extra time to go walking down the streets. as luck would have it, I went to HMV first. i wanted to source for Alice Nine's CD. i found it after i went looking carefully. practically went to comb every shelf. (z. z")
and and and, i found it at last. Zekkeishoku was down there staring at me. cool sia... the price is quite a cool figure too. i will definitely get it! definitely (kanarazu!)
after that i went on down to kinokuniya and boy, am i lucky! i got to stumble upon a visual kei mag that featured tora and hiroto. darn, i should have bought 4D or something!!! then i might have recouped some of my expenses spent on these few days. i have so many debts piling up and my salary is depleting. no more savings or whatsoever.. this is making me desperate!!!! argh~~~
hope to get a job soon. it would be best if i could start a personal donation drive to finance my daily expenses. muahaha
9:01 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Finally got to see the official CM of AYU's new album out in SG yesterday. hmm, they released it on 12 DEC. omg! i really got all the goosebumps when i saw the clip for the song jewel in the CM.
boy.. one word: suteki! (meaning: beautiful) the album was officially out in Japan on 29 Nov. SG really took a long time to get the CM up. I thought ayumi was forgotten in SG since there are a lot of budding singers these days and the korean wave still ongoing.
haha. i got my copy on 4th Dec. I'm still short of her two concert DVDs. No money.... *shrugs* i don't have a digital camera on my own so here is the CD+DVD version that i grabbed.
8:04 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
woke up after lazing in bed at 2pm today. (z. z")
then i felt something in my ear. the stud that was on the flap of cartilage was loose. when i moved it dropped. what can i do besides putting it in again?
it hurt more than the piercing process and the worse thing had to be the support for the stud was not to be found.
gritting my teeth, i just went ahead and inserted in into the cartilage again. guess what? it went in wrongly. it did not come out at the other side of the hole. i couldn't even check it. pulled it out and inserted it in again only to experience more numbness and pain.
it still could not go through even though the entire stud went in. i guess i created another hole for myself. drats
no point calling up Yellow cos i think it is self explanatory that the stud dropped and i made a mess out of it by creating another hole. now, it is tucked within the cartilage. no sharp edges pointing out. is this a fortune in disguise for me? i guess it looks better without anything sticking out. just gonna leave it as it is.
till then, amilia signing out!
1:13 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
its me again () . o "
a quick update. had my ears pierced just now. 2 new piercings
one is on the right ear lobe
the other is on the left ear's cartilage on the flap near the ear.
was not that painful that i had anticipated. in fact, it does not hurt now. just slight numbness...
cool experience by getting two at a go.. shiok... lol, vibin' along~! (^o^)/
7:38 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
hi peeps. it has definitely been long since i have been on this blog. a lot has happened.
1) Completing Escapades of the World
2) Making Walking with Technology a success
3) Graduating from EMRS
4) Quitting from Emi
5) Being without money
6) Gained a lot of life experience from friends and companions
Wow. All of this has happened within a short time frame. I'm glad that i got to witness all of this when i'm alive. but the only thing that sucks is just that i am out of money and without a job (ToT)
haha, just a short update cos it's not me to keep harping on personal things... lol byes
9:28 PM
