Friday, December 15, 2006
why is it that i can't break free from the shackles of reality? its been weighing me down real hard. lately, it's been a chore to find myself alive, breathing and heart pumping.
free me to my paradise.. i'm crying.. don't make me cry again...
weakness makes me shudder... my elder brother is not with me, he went to NS.. Pls book out real soon! i need my brother.. he is my sole emotional support.. i know i suck, but lately things are too hard for me to handle on my own.
sorry to dampen the spirits of everyone who may be reading this post. i noticed roxanne is facing the same situation as me. some family financial problems.. we are in this together.. so jia you, kay? (<-- if you happen to read my blog, that is)
don't take pity on me... i don't deserve any pity... all words of sympathy would sound like hypocritical comments passed by some airheads... thanks but no thanks... period.
I love singing. but it is like i've been robbed of the freedom to sing freely... this sucks incredibly.. i've noticed that i enjoy much freedom and ease to even be singing randomly.. isn't that what i wanted??? choir is starting to wear me out.. i'm not going to give up that easily but don't push me when i'm at the edge alr. You hear?
Signing out... P.S: I won't cry again
9:50 AM