too fast to live, too young to die.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

what do you get at the end of the equation if you try to add "Amilia" and "Heels"???

*drum roll*

A walking lamp post. thats a rough idea if you were to put me on heels. I got myself a pair of nice OL (office lady) heels <-- those more simple looking heels

The next thing i knew, my walking speed was reduced by 50%!! god! and i was late. good thing there's things like taxi nowadays.

this is gonna be a short post. i have my final project to do and i'm gonna do that after i take a shit. lol

being on heels is quite interesting. i took quite some time to get up from my seat cos my legs were suddenly uber long and i had to take a longer time to bend over and retrieve my stuff. quite fun... but i wanna buy some creepers next. they look cool to me. loves <3

peace and out~!

5:30 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

today's business etiquette was such a disaster. or rather, the entire day is hectic and sort of went haywire. i got to sleep at 1 AM last night.

yesterday's activity:
Transfer money to a person's acc by going to bank
Head to school to prepare for Business Etiquette Demonstration rehearsal
Head to punggol for tuition

I got home finally at 11 plus. to my dismay, i have yet to sit down and read through my Cust Svc notes. To add on to it, i was sniffing (or rather, wheezing) due to the sudden weather change. Had a flu medicine and was toppling over things the next moment i knew it. I had some predictions that i might fall sick. How come such intuitions always come true in critical times like this??!! How cruel~

Forced myself to memorise the scripts and just pulled myself to bed. Was to wake up at 6am but i overslept till 7. memorised the scripts and yes, the part for my formal wear and makeup was the most troublesome. めんどくさい～

Had to call a cab and i was actually late by a few minutes. the part on settling down was the hardest and i just had to go for it. Wasn't actually taken aback by the teacher monitoring my mannerisms but i stammered a bit as my mind wasn't that adjusted yet. But yes, I'm not satisfied. Things would not be this way if i had practised more my own and managed my time even better. A great thing that our demonstration wasn't that bad. hmm, the lecturer commented on my sitting style. lol, i just plopped into the seat without much thinking... pai seh arh!

and now i'm blogging as a struggle to stabilise my emotions. the activities later?

2-3pm: Customer Service ICA
3-5pm: Project management discussion
5-7pm: Travelling time to Tuition place
7-8.30pm onwards: Tutoring

I'll most probably reach home at 10 plus. what a day! but i do not regret it. just ranting to let off some steam of the previous ICA. I hope to finish project management ica the most. this will have to depend on the progress of the entire group. cooperation, people! please take some initiative. if there is a person who should be tired, please let me do the honours by volunteering myself...

i will not give up! no way. so let us work together to pull off a good report ba... currently counting down to friday subconsciously. i'll be a free soul by then. i'll be able to pay off my bills and stuff!

lol, peace and out!

7:14 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

people got to learn how to stop fooling around when it's back to business.
thats the cruelty and they just don't learn...
*yawns*

7:50 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

"she's sucha sexy bitch, i wanna bang into her"

9:31 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

Gt. Hiroto

Dr. NAO

Ba. Saga

Vo. Shou

Gt. Tora

and here i am blogging about Alice Nine and I managed to excavate their new pv. i liked their new song but it sounds slightly more mainstream than the others. i hope i'm just wrong in this judgment!!! i hope they can maintain at where they are. :P

current thought: I want to be in Japan. I want to congratulate Ayu for the good sales of her A Best 2 albums. I want to empathise Utada for her divorce recently. I want to see Miyavi monkeying around. I wanna faint from Tora's gaze. I wanna hear miku mimicking Gasu-chan (aka Donald Duck). I wanna perform with Mika on the same stage. I wanna be overwhelmed by Misia's power vocals. so much I wanna do... damn, i sound selfish.. lol

meanwhile, enjoy this MV: Jewels by Alice Nine. (i always joke about the fact that they stuck to 'jewels' since there are more of them in the band than compared to ayu's 'jewel' cos she is the only one performing it) :P

peace and out~

7:48 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007

farhanah, you lame ah.. omg, i do bathroom singing a lot of times... happy? lol wahaha, in fact i like the resonance and solace i get! lol

Q: What do you think would happen if Farhanah has Internet access at home?

(a) her com will explode first from all the gigantic file space of her downloaded lives and
performances

(b) her parents will slaughter her from the sky towering electricity bills

(c) the fangirl in Farhanah will be 'fuelled' and she couldn't care less

(d) Farhanah will hate me more for influencing her

A: All of the above options will be happen!!! Ami-gal is shhoo terrorized! farhanah had already
attempted to kill me in my shout box...

and so Ami-gal was walking along Orchard after passing her friend a Mrs Fields voucher. and she was approached by a somewhat good looking guy who was selling donation tickets. she was squinting under the scorching sun and cursing the weather.

Guy: Hey Miss, could you please help these children out? *yahdda yahdda...*
Ami: (thinks to herself and squints to see under the hot sun) ....
Ami: (moves in a quick pace to get shelter while listening)
Guy: (follows)
Guy: See, this is my license for selling.... I'm not very good at selling but a lot of people have
helped and this is the last ticket (puts the ticket close to ami's face for fear that she cant
see properly)
Ami: (nods and thinks of the percentage commission that lad will get for selling the $10 ticket)
Erm, I'm seriously rushing for time... sorry

and so, clever Ami-gal manage to scoot off successfully.. sorry dude, but after the NKF saga, i have second thoughts about donating. whatever you have said was all filtered through and yes, nothing went in. i'll support renci as i always do. i mean, its more of the thought that counts. i haven't seen $10 donation tickets and i have heard distasteful stories of commission takers. and to add to that, there was a benefit that came along with it.. movie passes i think

i mean, if i have the wish to donate, i wouldn't care for the prizes that came along. giving is not getting!!! no no, this thought was never harboured in me before. so therefore, i'll support renci!!! at least renci has transparency and i know my money is really expensed on the needy. plus no rewards cept' gratitude which will suffice.

This is gonna be a long post cos that was only Ami-gal's first thought.

2nd thought: Ami-gal has thought up of a way to celebrate her 19th birthday. this is my present to myself. to get into some goth costume (not really cosplaying.. cos i prefer originality) and get myself colour contacts and fake lashes to achieve the victorian evil doll look. then go for a studio shoot if i look ok with the goth makeup first. i hope it goes well cos this is the best birthday present i could possibly think up for me. yes, i'm expecting hundreds to be expensed again. but narcissistic me is selfish and wishes my birthday to be as special as possible. i'm not hinting anything cos this is the present that the Great Me is getting for Lady Ami. (muahahaa.. j/k j/k on this part)

but i'm serious for the photoshoot. too bad my nose is not as sculpted as i want it to be.. but oh wells, Ami-gal will not stumble in her tracks.. wahaha, i love myself... :P j/k j/k the studio lights would have to be very strong to wash away my skin colour. if not, i'll be a 'baked' victorian doll. hell i'll ever want that!!!

and last but not least, some eye candy and something random that fits the current topic i'm on:

eh, Mana-sama really very pretty hor? hmm, i'm an envious lil fan girl.. hmm~ nice pic right??

peace and out! :P

2:21 AM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

been wanting to talk about this topic for quite some time. visual kei!!

but i'm gonna do the tip of the iceberg for today. talk about some vocalists.
i've noticed that ruki of The GazettE has grown plumper. he's not alone. Yomi of Nightmare (Naitomea) has also grown plumper.

flipped the latest ed of Shoxx Bis and noticed that both of their faces look more bloated than before. argh, please do not grow plumper. you guys do not look good with bloated face. and to think i was considering of becoming anaemic for the sake of jrockers. lol j/k j/k

i have succeeded in mimicking Gackt in Todokanai Ai.... (the title is far too long for me to type) was singing in the shower with the usual jrock tracks and i suddenly thought of mimicking Gackt. I got a shock of my life! one of the several attempts was definitely Gackt's voice! yippie, i can join Ai-bon in her mimicking league.

thought: i wanna get my pay to buy slimming supplements!!! kyaa~

6:26 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

my princess Ayu is going to release her A Best 2 albums already! there are 4 covers. 2 black covers and 2 white covers. i'm gonna grab one of each colour. which two do you think i'd be getting??? the first 2 of course!

i like the other 2 covers... but i don't have so much vitamin M to go around. so i picked the 2 best ones with DVD versions. have yet to get 2 of her previous concerts. i have failed as a fan! gyaaa! oh wells, i have to save up and then buy!

meanwhile, please enjoy this new video "Part of Me" from Ayu! i have to say it was really beautiful. magnificent! but i have to say some parts of the music video scared me a bit and the red rouge and plasticky pink headdress. but i have to say she carries off the kimono really well. guess its because she really looks like a doll. (ningyo mitai ne!) vocals were excellent...

love you, ayu! wahaha.

12:08 AM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

my hair feels like coiling barbs of wire. gosh, i must straighten it with my steaming iron...

was actually wanting to use my classical days to straighten my hair but 2 weeks have already passed me by and no action was taken. i hate it. i detest it. i abhor it..

lol, end of random ranting. been constantly thinking of the streetfest that meli mentioned. what costume are you gonna be in, meli?? i so want to take my cam and capture the 'souls' of cosplayers. its actually a prelude before i test the 'waters' over in Japan.

aiya, enough of this. i would be moving out of my abode soon. i dunno how soon it would be but it would still be an apartment. thank goodness! been staying in my huge house for so many years, leaving it really pains me. i would die if we had to move to HDBs. imagine how cramped it would be with my family in it. i heard that my mum is more interested in an apartment off Balestier. it should be quite big with an additional maid room. i mean, we could make the room soundproof and then station all our guitars and stuff.. i so want a bass! (er hmm, my burfdae is coming soon.. hints hints~0) then do some 'live house' thingy inside. must start practising soon.!! if my wishes could come true, i wouldn't mind moving provided that the apartment is revamped. and this means forking out money. no money for now.. i have to save up a lot to enrol for a new japanese course, buy health supplements, enrol for bass class, and my migrate to japan dream plus yahdda yahdda.

here's some eye candy to quench your thirst!!! introducing happy drummer of The GazettE; Kai-kun!!! love his smile

7:50 PM