tucked within the darkness

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2008-09-15T08:10:00.001-07:00

Hi All, I'll be setting this blog inactive. Please visit my new blog at:

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2008-09-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hi All, I'll be setting this blog inactive. Please visit my new blog at:

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this can't go on

2008-07-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

erm, i am back!

*loud applause and grand entrance*

lets see...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE JROCKERS THAT I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO CONGRATULATE (ALL BELATED *SCRATCHES LAZY ASS*): HIROTO, SAGA, URUHA, NI-YA, SAKITO, MASATO, REITA, TAKERU, AOI, RYOUHEI....

my life has changed pretty much from the last time. its like i have been transported to another dimension and memories since my overseas trip have been archived. I guess the fragments would come to mind sometime later when i smell a familiar scent or see something that invokes serious thinking. till then, i'm a pretty lazy ass..

some updating~
NUS opened its doors to me. i guess its an opportunity to rawk the house yo~ erm, my motto for upcoming school life: have super cool hair and clothes... (read: i have to show that i am a supporter of jrock... pledge my love for jrock)

*clears throat* i'm into beauty supplements... influenced by aoi-kun (meli, i don't care if you are thinking about which aoi XDDD) so much so that i don't wish to really put makeup now... skin has became sukkiri kime~ (very very supple).. but makeup is much nicer to hold now on better skin.. love it sia~ and one very important thing, i should encourage myself to abstain from late nights.. *yawns*

seriously i got a lot of stuff to say.. i think i'll update real soon since i have no intentions to extend my contract. take a rest and busy myself with school admin stuff and join the rest of the flowers in the jurong area~ really, i think about you gals when i see all the strawberry body products from body shop. 6 flowers and dragon have a partake in sculpting ami's sexay figure.. (read: totally random)

aly and aj's potential breakup song is totally addictive... its on the playback for sometime... i wanna see fanvids of jrockers in this song.. one that i wanna see is uruha.. he fits the role lah.. "dun slap me uru~ ami loves you still"

throat is itching and its telling me to go sleep... random note: i really like it when close friends and family call me by ami.. its nice. keep it going guys~

nonsense

2008-04-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

man, how much more should i put up with this nonsense?

i work my ass off, but i sit too much and have a big ass? i totally hate this... meli-chan was like saying what i am gonna do about bubble tea... its considered a staple in my life.. i had 5 cups straight in a week.. i dont eat dinner liao leh.. but i am still like a stumpy tree stump!

damn! shou, give me your legs??? if not, myv's one would suffice!!!!

options: chop my golden ratio legs plus fat ass off; get anorexic; beg shou or meever's for legs; take slimming pills...????

am i going to die at this rate?

day 3 of tour

2008-04-08T20:59:00.001-07:00

day 1 of tour

2008-04-08T10:27:00.000-07:00

ok.. i think this blog is seriously rotting from a lack of care and severe procrastination from the Great Lady Ami (GLA for short).. And now, I present to you photos that are two months old (also goes to show how lazy and unmotivated I am)

I have a bunch of photos that I wanna share.. Handpicked a few but it still seems to be a lot.. I try to relate as much as possible.. This is Day One of Taipei, Xi Men Ding.. I was staying at a hotel in Xi Men Ding.. It's called Good Ground Hotel.. A little rundown, just met my standard of living.. so if you are looking for good quality accommodation, strike this option out of your list.. I liked it for its convenient location to street only..

Night view when we reached Xi Men Ding at around 8. Checked in, rested our feet and then hopped out again.. Its friggin cool.. Nice! It felt like we were in an air-conditioned mega mall!

My bro is good at snapping angles.. Look at my mum. she looks a bit lost but yet set on exploring the place immediately.

This glass window is a display for goodies-coated green apples. I kinda wondered why I did not buy one to try.. We were more desperate for a proper meal, i suppose!

Being a potential photographer-in-the-making, my bro decided to capture an artistic snap of my mum.. i commented at how the lantern at the back looked like the mask from 'i know what you did last summer'

Basically, it was a new experience. I would like to do this again. Oh, and look how the caucasians are touring the place as well? they are adventurous to travel to a place where language barriers may be posed... but nevertheless, the subway is a commendable effort to spur tourism.. 100% tourist-friendly!!!

Just to back-track a bit (and to avoid GLA from rearranging the pictures), this is the international airport.. they have other airports, but those are used for domestic flights. oh well..

This is a snapshot of JAL's airplane. it's also a way to motivate GLA to board this plane to JP next time.. of course, farhanah-chan, i'll snag some gackt and hyde goods for you... meli-chan, to pre-empt any grumbling from you, you are going with me! muahahaha... its good to be authoritative at times~ *whistles*

I found this very interesting. This is a water-dispenser.. They have paper-cups for hygiene use. Those are really paper.. GSM of approx 70??? lol

Okay, back to civilisation.. This is the crowded xi men ding where we resided in for the short while.. I like craning my head to look up at the screens for the commercials.. this is the area where we can walk freely at night. Drivers do not use this area unless they have too much time in their hands. this area is otherwise an open road in the morning.

This is more or less what I have to share for Day One. I gotta give myself a pat on the back for completing this.. am glad that I did so, cos i got to recall the happenings, the people, and the atmosphere and culture. it's really a warm place. Taiwanese are really friendly and service-oriented... :)

number six!

2008-04-07T11:28:00.000-07:00

I got my alice nine dvd 'Hello, Dear Numbers' at long last! yay!!! this is the best thing that happened in a shitty day like today. the pv playing at the back is serialNUMBER's monokuro rinbu kyoku. haha. the live was nice! i am intending to buy more lives.

lives are important to bands, they get to interact with fans and get to perform at full tension(energy levels, that is)! and yes, you are free to do all the roaring. its also another exposure for you to meet those who support you (either musically or not) and thank them through your performance since they came all the way.. (laughs)

my mum always calls me to use my head (to think).

Indeed, I used my head this once....

for headbanging to the live (cept' i did it silently) (laughter)

oh lookie! this is my pair of new shoes. i thought they were suitable for this post. its like totally made for alice nine.'s number six. sexy ne? the stars and all, not only on the soles but also on the side of my shoes!

some little thoughts

2008-04-06T11:23:00.000-07:00

i will be entering my OL days soon, hopefully! (laughs)

is everyone genki as always?? man, i am slightly tired and am cooling down after some 'kickass' exercise session.

i hope i can get a good paying job soon... its depressing to hear that no one is supporting you for further studies.. to think, there was a promise that no matter how hard it was, i'll have support through to uni.. guess adults forget such promises they made, and yet break it easily. (sobs) i cried before, was weak, but i picked myself up and looked forward. i'm not going to cry anymore. i guess thats more important, ne?

i'll let the financial aspect rest. i asked my parents solemnly whether they could support me for overseas studies and expressed my interest towards waseda and keio. thank god i did not mention toudai. of course, i'll repay them back but currently its hard for me to fork out such a sum. mum kept quiet but kusai oyaji was throwing literally the entire department store load of wet blankets at me. he asked me whether i was worthy of such unis. that was the last straw and that made me agitated.

'hey! look at me! i am your daughter, am i not? why must you be so sarcastic? kusai oyaji!'

mum explained nicely saying that maybe i could look for scholarships. scholarships nowadays have too long a bond (5 or 6 years??) and everything would be uncertain, yea? the original discussion got heated up when agitation showed in my tone even though i was trying hard to suppress it. kusai oyaji couldn't read the atmosphere (KY) and i flared up.

mum: 'this is not the way of discussing and asking favours from others! look at your attitude!'

i couldn't say this out but all i thought was, 'i intended to talk amicably but KY kusai oyaji had to rub it in. at least show some support to your daughter, mentally? why is it so hard for me to expect you to at least talk on the same level as me? being all high and mighty and always saying no before hearing me out'

the next day, i was scheduled to meet up with tracy, and she being the elder, she was able to offer more constructive comments like staying in SG is not so bad after all. overseas is ok if parents are supportive (there i was thinking, its a big no!) NUS is prestigious, and NTU plus SMU... she explained to me nicely and i could not see why i would be flaring up if people explained things to me more properly. as parents even? i gave up hoping anything from them and am back into my loner world in my residence. (that sounded wicked, IDK)

dragon, i am gonna slap this answer in your face for asking me why i am forsaking rest and always finding jobs to keep me occupied to the grave. listen well. it is a little daunting that i would have to take care of my uni fees. thanks for your concern, but i am fine really. don't complain about why i am doing this, i (always) have my reasons.

people, recommend me jobs with 1600 or more dollars in pay cos i am in desperate need of it. ami will be eternally grateful to you! free hugs~

okay, i am done with my preaching. (laughs) people, take care ne!

happy birthday meli

2008-04-06T11:05:00.000-07:00

i know this is late... but anyways, someone is into adulthood, and is one day old at that !

happy 20th birthday, meli!

lol, shou sends his greetings as well.. so kawaii with his eyes fixated on the cake!

happy birthday aoi

2008-03-31T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hinata Aoi, April 1st

happy birthday to Aoi-kun. nope, its not any April Fools' joke.

Happy Birthday!!!!

Countdown to Tour

2008-03-13T12:56:00.000-07:00

To a certain someone who might have thought that I have forgotten about you, you are totally wrong!

FARHANAH-chan, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Its the official countdown to Tour. (sounds like i'm in a band of some sort XD)

Lets see, nothing much to countdown about... Officially saying, I have one last day since its already 4 am in the morning, lol, sorry to disappoint.

People are shocked that my tour is extremely free-and-easy plus low profile. I didn't tell anyone if the topic was not touched upon. I merely informed my colleagues and my students' parents plus certain friends. Honestly, I haven't packed and yes, I just started planning the travel schedule. I'M SERIOUSLY BETTING ON MY LAST-MINUTE SPRINT ABILITY!

^That sounded unconvincing but yes, i'm still confident that i'll pull through fine!
Lets see, Hong Kong has the recent spread of influenza in schools (hasn't escalated to the extent of an epidemic yet), Taiwan might experience some politcal unrest due to the elections frenzy, and what will spring up as a surprise for GLA???? No idea. Stay tuned tho~

Hmm, GLA's mum bought a new digital cam for the tour.. really. spending so much for the tour sia.. anyways, I have a gut feeling that she feels GLA and mum plus bro team will snap nice pictures of themselves and not forgetting, pictures of the places that we left our footprints on!!!! haha, buay paiseh!

jeebus, i have 7 days to finish the tour of 3 places??! that sounds crazy for a crazy me.. man, i'll talk more about this later. gotta sleep.. Yes, have to work from 10 am later. i wonder if i'll handle fine? LAST MINUTE BOOM~~~ Fight!

clarification

2008-03-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

right after the exams, ami seemed to have disappeared from the public eye. doesn't it seem like it?

yeap, quite a bit of matters have happened. I disclosed this matter to some people who seemed to come close to topics regarding part-time jobs. and so i felt it was better to verify it personally.

i received a call on yesterday morning from Mdm Huang, a mother of two kids whom I have been tutoring for 1yr and 3 months. just as i saw the caller id, i sort of had a mental preparation of what was about to come. in fact, i had a premonition of this issue befalling me when i cancelled a slot to celebrate my brother's birthday. nah, i'm not putting the blame on anyone but chiefly on myself.

so i steadied my voice such that the sleepiness would not show. i listened quietly to the mother as she stated her point of stopping the tuition since i was always falling ill and cancelling slots. she was worried about her kids' results. so i guess you could say that i was 'fired'. (bitter laugh) i lay in bed after putting down the phone at my bed stand, more of like dumbfounded than sad. i kept asking myself, 'am i always taking things too easily?', 'do people find me undependable?' and 'why am i always so nonchalant in issues?' Seriously, i couldn't find an absolute answer but figured out that i must change and work towards the answer anyways.

after that, i steadied myself and got up from bed to settle jobs. things went well primarily because i felt there were other options open still. i just had to priortise job offers. man, today's supposed to be tuition at their place. i kinda feel a little empty when i was not able to say goodbye to the kids before disappearing in their lives.

and so, yea.. 7 Flowers and Dragon, i'm sorry that I am suddenly free on wednesday evening, from 6. but if you guys dont mind, i could afford two hours, say 4 till 6pm, on tuesday afternoon. thats as much time i could fork out on tuesday. i really do cherish meetings. so i'll fork out time when its within my means. so please pardon me on this matter, i did not do things haphazardly without caring a hoot about our meeting. sorry!

please...? ami seriously has everyday filled up with work obligations. i hope you can understand. I hope i can proudly hand the first official house allowance to my mum soon (laughs). so wish me good luck, ne? ^^

2008-02-19T10:15:00.000-08:00

Ruiza

(18th Feb)

Mika

(19th Feb)

Happy Birthday! Woosh, belated though not forgotten. Smexy Photos

1/2 seme and uke

2008-02-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

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happy birthday to mom and kyo

2008-02-16T03:45:00.000-08:00

Today is the big day! guess what?! its the birthday anniversary of GLA's mother. Happy birthday~!

Woosh, and my, is she glad to share her birthday with:

Kyo (32M)

16th Feb

happy dorky birthday!

guilty

2008-02-12T12:33:00.000-08:00

man, its not a good feeling to be plagued with guilt. and to be hit by it double-fold is nasty.

+_+

Whats up Shou

2008-02-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

i know i should be doing my projects but i couldn't resist posting this.

my reaction? 'Woah!' Shou-kun~

okay, i will chat more in the future.. rushing for time!

happy birthday to aki

2008-02-05T07:37:00.000-08:00

Aki
3rd Feb

Happy belated birthday to another prince as well... man, i'm losing touch~ T.T
*so happy that i found this sexy photo*

happy birth three princes

2008-02-03T09:03:00.000-08:00

Happy belated birthday to the three princes! Haha, I missed all three in a go.. so pai seh

Aoi
(20th Jan)

Hyde
(29th Jan)

Ruki
(1st Feb)

Yea, redemption for my foolish actions on not greeting them a day before :P

pic taken for EOY 2007 anime convention

2008-01-26T08:22:00.000-08:00

man, this picture has been left at the back of my mind. in fact, i have other pictures taken at the anime convention that i might post later. hope this would suffice for the time being. taken this picture at home. not too sure if you could catch a glimpse of the guitars behind me. maybe i might feature them in this blog sometime later... hahaha.

new song guren

2008-01-25T07:25:00.000-08:00

Happy belated birthday to Aoi from The GazettE.

andd, i uploaded the latest single pv from the band titled 'guren' which stands for 'red lotus'. its a high quality single, in terms of the sound, aesthetics and atmospheric quality. honestly, (don't know whether its my good rhythm sense or not ;P) i could actually sing to the tune on the second playback.

their style still featured that of Pulse Wriggling to Black tour. What was cool was that it featured a series of Gem Carey jewellery. i liked the slab of metal (or rather, the ring!) on ruki's ring finger. it was then that i checked out the cm for Gem Carey featuring The Gazette. it sort of reminded me of the reunion of The Power Rangers. so go check it out if you have the time and want a quick grin~

back to the song, i liked the entire transition and the pv was magnificent. i told my brother that this is the best vkei band ever. (and i actually went to the extent of betraying tora and a9! lol) but actually, i appreciate their music and hope they feel happy when people really appreciate their music (cos i really do! hahaha)

do really enjoy the pv cos its really worth your time.

back

2008-01-15T08:45:00.000-08:00

back for a short post as i remembered my resolution to stop procrastination.

why is it that my tora-chin got into serious shit?

he apparently suffers from slipped disc hernia. in case you guys do not know, slipped disc is a medical condition where a segment of the spine is somewhat 'dislocated' and hernia is a medical condition where the abdomen is affected. he is currently numbed from neck to his left hand.

true enough, this upset a lot of fans and fan mails to tora and the other a9 boys came flooding in torrents. i wasnt really emotional about it at first cos i was all joking around until i saw this piece of news and now its starting to sink in to me. i am somewhat glad that i made a handphone strap bearing TORA so that i can pray for his wellbeing and somewhat motivate myself.

back to his condition, he had these conditions ever since 2007 and had been relieving pain with painkillers. the a9 boys were on the 'A to U' tour and you could imagine the man battling pain. the series of lives was cancelled when tora felt numb in the hand and even had difficulty holding the guitar up. he was admitted to hospital immediately and is now recovering. this had gotten all the other a9 boys flustered as well and they keep apologizing one after another for the cancel of lives and all. tora even made a blog post (after what seemed like eons from his birthday) to tell all the fans that he would definitely recover and is sorry for such a thing that happened. hope (and all the other fans as well)that he would get well even though hurting the spine is not a trivial matter.

i think i would make a replica of the strap and send it to him when i have the time. hmm.... to add to that, ayu's left ear is not working... hmm, kinda sad huh? but what is admirable of the two of them is that they are still fighting strong! yep!! (^o^)/

sh*t

2008-01-03T07:59:00.000-08:00

OMG, this is even worse than what i had expected initially!

i had a test (Thursday) that i couldnt get to study as my focus was split among alto of stuff on wednesday. i slept around 3 am after watching some variety and cramming some 'valuable' tourism management knowledge into that peabrain of mine. results? pathetic.

i woke up in pain at around 7 plus to the alarm of my two irritating phones. i snoozed like mad cos i couldnt get up. i finally got up at around 7.20, walked a few steps to my parents' room and i slept there till around 9. it was comfortable sia! i woke up feeling a little arm in one of the arms and was walking around like a zombie..

ever seen a zombie studyig? you should have looked at me~ i fell sick shortly after when flu kicked in.. luckily for me, test was at 4. i slept after medication for about 1.5 hours and woke up feeling refreshed not to mention a tad dizzy from the effects.

now its entrepreneurship, gosh! yet another sleepless night ahead???

NY Resolution

2007-12-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

yay! i'm back and thats because i dont want to procrastinate that much.

that is why i am trying to update whenever i remember. (i still procrastinate tho.)

first up: New Year's Resolution is to Stop Procrastinating and Improve Self

that is what i intend to be doing next year. cool huh?

erm, other than that, maybe you guys (or maybe not) wanna hear my updates. i'll just type whatever comes to my mind cos a lot of things would have happened in the one-month resting period and ya, me being the lazy one.. haha, things would be at the back of my mind once its over... we gotta be forward-looking (lame excuse to pardon myself for not updating)

i've been busy (or not quite...) with working.. i think all of you know this. if you guys might know, the time i get landed with a new job, i'll be working everyday, say 24/7. this may sound sick but i dont like the feeling of slacking that much although i have been slacking.. but it really makes me damn lazy and fat.. which is uber bad..! i think i would have lost count of the number of jobs i'd be holding when 2008 starts.. ah, nvm!

its strange when everything is increasing, like taxi fares and number of hours worked, but the pay never seems to increase! haha, i think a lot of peeps would agree on this. its hell yea! its so sad, but i'm glad to be transfered to a place where its more of 'my pace'. lol, its not that bad when compared to working at busy outlets, getting all the stench and salary remains the same <-- at most some meagre bonus, thats soo like what's the point then?

i think i have updated enough, i'm sleepy~ and projects are still staring at me
I WANNA WATCH COFFEE PRINCE!

ok, peace out!

back

2007-12-28T18:39:00.000-08:00

i am back at long last. well, not that long either but long enough for my blog to collect dust.

i am such a great procrastinator! well, i am

heh, you people out there had fun this holidays? i am such a procrastinator that projects are coming back at me to bite my tail. got a lot of things to post (random ones and cosplay stuff)

too lazy now to post and hmm, i dunno what i should priortise!!!!

hope those who received my cards did not get too disgusted. the best was from tracy who was so touched and gave me a thank you mail on my phone. well, she is the best listener and adviser, plus i did not do anything that special... hahah, it just took quite a bit of effort to create the cards from scratch; so i guess its great to see appreciative people. thanks tracy, joy, angel, jie yi~ haha

ended up kissing around 20 cards that i so could taste the cards after that. dont get freaked out! its not blood, i'm not sadistic to do that too... what if i get anaemic? lol, thats out of point!

anyways, GLA is gone with the wind again.. later~

AOI is my soulmate

2007-11-14T01:46:00.000-08:00

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2007-10-31T01:58:00.000-07:00

ok, something that happened just now. and so Shima had her religious prayers to end her fast. so i offered to go down with her to sri mariamman temple. it was crowded. she went ahead and i went alone to a kopitiam to have prata and kopi-cino <---kopi-cino is nice!

den i went to do my window shopping and she called to say she was held back and would be back late. i came back first by taxi. and as luck would have it, i boarded the taxi of a smart aleck who didnt know better than to provoke me. here's the convo:

Fucktard: Where are you going?
ami: bugis. gateway west, beach road.
Fucktard: you said bugis. gateway west is beach road right?
ami (...): ya.
Fucktard: Do you have any special way of going there?
ami (thinks 'just get me out of this damn place, dude?'): oh, the fastest way?
Fucktard: ooh ya, you can claim back from your company... can can.
ami: so will i pass by any gantry?
Fucktard (blur look): uh, what you mean?
ami: the ERP?
Fucktard: oh, expressway doesn't have it luh.
ami: ...
Fucktard (tries to act smart): oh, but you can claim back from your company what... it doesn't matter right?
ami (tries to play along with him cos i am paying through my damn pocket): well, i don't wanna accounting dept to grumble at me
Fucktard (smart aleck): really ah? but it is all stated in the receipt. you can't change it right, its all recorded in the meter.
ami (thinks 'when the hell will he shut the fuck up?'): oh, accounting people are like that..
Fucktard (smart aleck again): so you are in the accounting dept?
ami: no.
Fucktard: so what do you do for a living?
ami (quick to play along): i am a temp staff.. (act pitiful) they like to bully temp staff. being nittygritty and all
Fucktard: So you are working now?
ami: ya. i am working.
Fucktard: so why don't you work full time?
ami (praises herslf for being fast to react): ...
Fucktard (interrupts before i answer him): oh, you studying.
ami (fast to react): ya. part time student.
Fucktard (self assumptious): private school.
ami (thinks 'dun look down on me you fucktard!'): (smiles) nope. local
Fucktard: oh they have ah.
ami (thinks 'like duh. you haven't gone for enough education i guess'): ya loh
Fucktard (tries to get personal): so why don't you get a boyfriend?
ami (thinks 'fuck it. the shit, do i look like i need to depend on someone?'): i dont like the feeling.
Fucktard: oh, then you can never be a housewife.
ami (thinks, 'who gives a damn anyway? i'm a mess at home.'): why?
Fucktard: cos you said you dont like the feeling. so you can NEVER be a housewife.

and so he repeats this statement several times to piss me more.
so we arrive on the road leading from suntec to the DHL hot air balloon.

Fucktard: you see the DHL balloon?
ami (thinks 'ZOMG! he is still talking?'): yeah.
Fucktard: they said you should never take their balloon.
ami (acts curious): oh really?
Fucktard: ya, they said DHL is a 'fly by night' company. (that's what he said... not me!)
ami: huh?
Fucktard: ... (repeats his statement)
ami: whats 'fly by night'?
Fucktard: huh? you don't know whats 'fly by night'?
ami:(thinks 'thats why i'm asking you, idiot.') ... ya, thats why i'm asking.
Fucktard: means they can't be trusted.
ami: oh, well i learnt something new today..
Fucktard: haha, well don't learn from me! i'm not that good.
ami (thinks 'i'm not stupid enough to judge this trait from you'): hahaha

*mindless chat*
and yay, i arrived at the porch. was about to pay by NETS and he said,

Fucktard: oh, i can't connect the terminals.
ami: then VISA?
Fucktard: No, i can't connect the terminals.
ami (thinks 'do you think i give a damn?'): oh, gosh, i do not have enough cash with me.. (begins digging out a $2 note and coins)
Fucktard: you have coins?
ami: ya, i'll give you everything... sorry ah, i dont have enough.
Fucktard (acts generous): never mind. next time you should ask the driver first if you wanna pay by NETS or VISA.
ami (thinks 'thats none of my business'): oh ok, i am really sorry!
Fucktard: its alright.
ami (fast to react): oh, but i feel bad. why don't i draw from the atm and return you?
Fucktard: sure! i'll wait!!
ami: ok!
Fucktard: i'll print you the receipt. here it is (hands receipt)
ami: thanks! (receives the receipt gingerly)
ami (thinks 'haha, LOSER!')

and ami escapes by taking the elevator instead to her office and has been sitting and typing this entry.. he has pissed me off enough and i tried to be naughty by playing back games. just his day to play games with me.

-ami-

genjitsu

2007-10-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

the truth is: ami smokes.

what are you left with if you lose yourself in the end? i could crash and burn but, maybe... i can't catch a glimpse of anything... maybe i am just blinded by the glittering future that is so blinding and is capable of making me lose everything?

random thought: i wanna headbang and i am sorry to toon ling if you ever got sad that i reverted back.

TSUBASA. out today

2007-10-23T19:28:00.000-07:00

alice nine.'s 'TSUBASA.' single is out today! 24th October 2007 (Wed).

Do support them!

-ami-

i am fine now... prepare for battle

2007-10-22T20:42:00.000-07:00

dear peeps... i am sorry that i haven't been updating like i should...
(maybe make it at least like one entry per day diary???)
i think i have the i-am-tora-and-i-dont-like-to-update-my-blog-cos-its-so-mendokusee(troublesome) syndrome. what do you think?

i am fine now and will be preparing for an impending fierce battle ahead. it is also a good learning and hefty lesson to learn from. but at least i am confident that i will win. and that is enough.

papa gonna stand by my side and fight with me. thanks papa. you and mama nagged at me quite a bit and i retorted cos i felt wronged. at last, please keep the amount or stash it into another account bah.. i felt so very relieved by transferring the balance back to mum's joint account. shit those astronomical figures! its gonna fuel impulsive spending and i dont care much anyways (plus with all the eartquakes and natural calamities, who knows how long i might live? i am digressing a bit)

but i am naturally happy that i am self sufficient nonetheless a pauper now. but i have learnt from my lesson and will scrimp and save. yes and then use it wisely to get my achievements (eyeing on alice nine albums and lives... plus all the jrock love <3 u guys, wait for me! and now i really believe good things are worth waiting for!)

haha, its worth saving up for guitars, drums, amps, psp, ipod and the smex~ haiz, why was i so blur..? but i will definitely get it back. wait for my good news.

happy 29th birthday ayu

2007-10-02T23:25:00.000-07:00

happy birthday ayu!!!! (Oct 2nd)

it simply slipped my mind to upload a birthday message here! :P

achievements for slavery

2007-09-28T02:47:00.000-07:00

and finally! i had gotten my allowance and i splurged part if it...
i swear i only wanted to buy assessments for my kid...

but i saved quite a bit too... (sia la.. ami! you sound like an idiot by doing contradicting stuff again... and in any case, i had intended to save up)

ok... and there i was on a sunny (blardy hell, it was burning la) afternoon.. hopping around J8, i bade shima goodbye and hopped all the way to buy the assessment books. and as luck would have it, ice lemon tee caught my eye..

'aiya.. see see only, wont die de!', the evil twin, andy said. (read: andy is my f'ckin evil twin.. lol)

'but i only intend to buy the assessment books.', the ever-so-innocent-yet-random ami said.

and thus, the twins fought and evil andy won after some dirty tricks. so ami succumbed to the temptation and went in and you know what happened la...

_____________________________________________________ (enter answer here)

wa lao, but there were some discounts that i managed to get along the way...

Expense Chart: (damn, its just a list)
ILT: One suspender ($9.95); 6 strips of hair extensions ($3.90)

Dano: One striped cardigan ($23.00); Purple cardigan+camisole+necklace ($39.00; after disc-> $31.20); Hooded top ($36.00; after disc-> $28.80)

Popular: 2 assessment and 2 tapes ($17.10; afer disc-> $15.38)

Giordano: One white tank + One Yellow top ($32.00 if bought separate; after disc: $16.00)

Value of Expenditure: $160.95
Actual Amt Spent: $128.23
Saved: $32.72

lol... so the great lady ami let the matter rest cos she got the savings for the things that she really wanted and she hopped home so happily. (provided that you minus the cursings made towards the hot weather and sufferings from the heels...)

read: tora-kun being random... he is a sexy dork. :P

thoughts on castle relocation

2007-09-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

i am gonna write about random thoughts that come to my mind.

alas, i have no choice but to forsake my gracious sleeping chamber and my castle that I have resided in for years! no wicked witches would get to hear me even if I make a din there. the grand study houses millions of scrolls and worship statements from my loyal minions. my eden leads me to another haven where i am often greeted by the alluring scents of blooming reds and pinks! [(^o^)i am indulging in some fun here.. haha]

the royal kitchen chef dishes out masterpieces produced to the pinnacle of fineness. MMM~ as i retreat into my sleeping chamber, the towering trees outside the window rustle as if they were roused from eternal sleep. i lower the bed partition curtains and say goodnight to the world as i am transported to another dimension.

dawn breaks and the sun creeps in and wakes me gently by embracing me warmly. the welcoming gesture from this guest makes me start my day with glee. my royal servants fetch me a fresh change of clothings while my cheeks blush slightly from the warm towel. i open the window and let the gentle morning breeze into my chamber. the fresh scent of morning air, coupled with the morning breeze, brushes across my face carressing my finely tousled hair. sparrows fly by; sending elated chirps that are ever so characteristic of mornings.

'good morning, world! good morning!!'

i enter the dining hall while greeting my royal siblings and the King, Queen, and Grand Empress. luxuriously rich milk is what i have everyday to accompany my honey-baked toasts. sometimes we would have foccacia for a change.

the later part of the day, i would hear one of my royal siblings play the grand piano. the others would be somewhere in the storage skipping around, sending repetitive creaks to the floorboards while giggling in their daily games.

i smile and put on my boots while my royal servant fetches me my galiant horse. i love this horse since it has been my childhood friend till now. its silky, jet black hide is always so comfortable to touch. we gallop along the fields, stopping occasionally to talk to villagers or to simply catch a breather from the gallop; and grab some fresh harvests in the marketplace. we live the mornings to the fullest and return by mid-noon where i would have to put on my gold-trimmed glasses and hold the feather pen to run through state documents. while the relocation of the royal family into another castle would bring a slight tinge of sadness, i'm still quite optimistic that we will get to assimilate soon enough to the new environment.

with that, i carry my exhausted body into my chamber and drift off to sweet slumber while the world bids me good night and will definitely welcome me back to a fine day.

wahh~ that is definitely long enough for a random thought about my feelings on leaving my current abode and moving to a new apartment... hahahaha, i'm sure i enjoyed myself when i was penning this entry (^v^)/

yume-kun happy birthday 22 sept

2007-09-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to yume-kun (yumehito) of ayabie! 22nd sept

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLIN', TORA!

2007-09-17T09:06:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Tora-kun!!!!!! loves <3>

I'm so glad my efforts paid off when Tora-kun wrote a thank you entry in his blog dedicated to all a9 members and fans... i read the entire entry faithfully and I hope he did for mine. will upload more pictures soon. just a lil lazy

pardon me, tora-kun! Rafu <3!>

real pissed

2007-09-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

somehow i got real pissed at this person called serizawa in batsu. cos it was a band in malaysia looking for bandmates and i honestly jumped at this opportunity. i believe its better for me to up the entire dialogue for you guys to have a better view of what is happening.

Petto829: Koncya~!! Everyone may call me by my username or Onigiri ^^ I'm from Malaysia. I have a band called Psychic Rhythm (Saikikku Rizumu) We are a Visual Kei band. Unfortunately, our vocalist is leaving soon. I am hoping to find a talented vocal and guitarist. Requirement: Vocal> able to do death voice, sing & know Japanese. Guitarist> able to play guitars ofcourse nyahaha XD Your location must be around KL & done highschool. For further informations, please ask ^^ Petto829 deshita!

tara-linn: xD Ganbare~!! I noticed how hard it is to get members here lol~ Kudos to ya~ ^^

real100pasento (me): female here. very much interested in jrock/vkei. can do male and female vocals. contact me?

serizawa: Not only are you 'yet ANOTHER' one of the mighty "female who can force herself to sing male vocals badly"--which I can find for every thread I seem to click on batsu--you managed to necro a VERY old fucking thread! Good job! And hey, next time you see a thread that was active almost three, glorious months ago, PM the person who made the original post--just to see if they even USE the forum anymore.. oh, and PROTIP: he doesn't use batsu anymore--and I can't imagine why.

tali: ^You're a real bitch.

real100pasento (me again): woah woah woah.. @serizawa: i dunno why you are doing this and i'm not like any dumb fangirl who goes 'batsu is a nice haven with all the kind ppl! '(where obviously it is not) maybe you can't guess how some people are passionate about things that they really get carried away. i'm not going to make any personal attacks at you cos its not my policy to. somehow, ppl like you just taint the existence of forums (esp this) cos even though you are a stranger, you disgust me with your conduct and your presence here

gosh... i'm really edgy and pissed now... i'm really unstable now, i guess i should continue when i feel better? ps: i'm ok and i won't give up on having a band.

meccha kakkoi myv

2007-08-18T18:41:00.001-07:00

i finally managed to do a file transfer from my phone. apparently, my phone gives me a few problems from time to time and it hung on me yesterday! are your facing a premature demise, dude? i expensed $508 on you, dude~ don't die on me, uwwahh~

and after much drama, this is my new achievement. uber cool. brings me to the point where i wont regret choosing jrock/visual kei as an interest. now where's the play button???

golden ratio

2007-08-14T18:47:00.000-07:00

was watching guessx3 and they had this episode on girls with beautiful legs.
ever wondered whats the golden ratio and whether you have it???

OMFG! I AM SO GONNA DIE OF EXHILARATION!

UWWWAH~ I HAVE IT!!!

the golden ratio is presented by 1 : 1.618033..... (Upper Body from waist up : Lower Body from waist down)

first, know your height (mine's 168cm). after which, you do calculations on your upper body to determine (I used 64cm as a gauge). 64cm x 1.618 = 103.5 cm (this should be the measurement that i should get for my lower body measurement) then, measure your lower body from waist down (i got approximately more than 104cm)...

yippee! the golden ratio!!!! just knew that i had long legs but now its double the fun when i have the golden ratio.. i just have to slim the legs down! lol

LOVE MYSELF EVEN MORE!

try this activity out! you might just have the golden ratio too... i welcome you to strut down the streets with the great lady ami! (j/k j/k) lol

chiizu! (read: cheese!)

yay-ness

2007-08-14T08:54:00.000-07:00

i'm going to an uber cool company for attachment! can't describe my excitement now!

transocean eastern!!!! watashi kuru zo~~~ (Read: I'm coming!)

great lady ami deshita (^o^)/

iloveme

2007-08-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ME! *kisses the Great Lady Ami*

The picture really describes what i'm so tempted to do! lol

I am a narcissist.

100%

piclog

2007-08-03T00:04:00.000-07:00

doumo konnichiwa! oshashiburi da ne... (i'm tired to change the language so its all appearing in romaji instead) its definitely been long and i'm doing what i like best! posting pictures..... I like this lil skeleton that my bros gave me for as tanjoubi present... love love love <3

other than working, the Great Lady Ami has new additions to her proud 'achievements'. this is a new fred perry jacket that i managed to get my hands on. love its bagginess and stuff!

Also, the last pic is a pic taken when i was hopping through the supermarket aisles. i was laughing obnoxiously loud at this fish which really looked amusing to me. notice how the shape of its lips are in... its like.. "YIKES!!! I got caught by the farkin net!" with those peeved and shocked look in its eyes... note: the contortion of its body is due to its lying on the other fish..
i got other pictures of other proud 'achievements' attained by the Great Lady Ami. will upload to this blog.

smell ya guys den!!

happy birthday nao!

2007-07-30T16:27:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to nao-san! (alice nine.)

31st July!

i'm definitely gonna catch their lives one day!

can't sleep, can't eat, i'm sick

2007-07-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

sigh ami...

you pathetic thing! you lost your life and priorties when you thought you had everything right. freedom and solace all seemed a fleeting moment. you wished you had grasped it, right? my pathetic child, come to me...

profile

2007-07-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

part Vo
favourite brand/store Vivienne Westwood
blood type ?
birth date May. 31
height 168cm
weight 55kg
foot size 24.5cm
fragrance Ralph Lauren Polo Black
my future enthusiam be on constant booms and live my life to the fullest

in case you do not know, this is something random from the great lady ami. this is considered real short and i'll share my darlin' tora's profile here.... lol

part Gt
favourite brand/store Gucci
blood type O
birth date Sep. 17
height 182cm
weight 70kg
foot size 27.5cm
fragrance Burberry
my future enthusiam make 2006 the alice nine. year

yomi's birthday

2007-07-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

found an uber pretty picture for yomi-kun of naitomea. july 14th is his birthday. hakkushu (applaud!).. love his opera-touch to the v-kei scene and his dorkiness is one of the supreme... no wonder he is one of the hot favourites with the jrock lord... :)

otanjoubi omedetou yomi!!!

found that i have just been updating on birthdays only.. but i have been really busy~ got another potential tuition thing again. would not have hesitated if it were the exams and attachments ahead. i'll see how things go... i really wanna save up fast to go jp and catch one alice nine. live! i can't believe i dreamt of tora again... he is my darlin'!

happy birthday shou and kanon

2007-07-05T19:11:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to shou (alice nine. vo.) and kanon (antikku-kohiiten/an cafe ba.)! july 5th!

gackt-kun happy birthday

2007-07-05T18:55:00.000-07:00

happy birthday gackt-nii! July 4th~

Gackt: how could ami forget my birthday????!!!!! ARRRGGGHH~

sakito! happy bdae

2007-06-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

Otanjoubi omedetou~ sakito-kun! june 29th

happy birthday to naitomea's sakito-kun on gt! yea!

*i'm lamenting on the fact that i'm busy till i can't celebrate for you guys~ hmm*

happy birthday saga

2007-06-23T16:48:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to saga-kun of alice nine.! June 24th~

a lot of things happened and i'm quite sick to be going back to school.. hahaha, this is due to the fact that i'm a sleepyhead~ *yawns*
but oh well, as long as i can get done with this sem quick, i don't really mind anything

happy birthday ni~ya

2007-06-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to naitomea's (nightmare) ni~ya! June 23rd!

yeah!

sidenote: saga's birthday is tomorrow! haha

happy birthday to ruka and uruha

2007-06-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to the GazettE's Uruha and Nightmare's Ruka! JUNE 9!

back! term breaks

2007-06-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

hmm, what i can say now is that i'm really tired. but to some extent, i am still relieved that i can get a breather since its the term break.. i think it'll very much be an enriching one since i'd be busy with my projects, VE summer camp (playtime!), visiting Toon Ling (the girl i always get envious for being thin and makes me look fat by being with her... she's the love!), going out with meli and michelle..., working and everything else...

hahaha... and also, thanks peeps for remembering my birthday.. will upload pics and such when i am free.... now, i'm tired to think of what to say!

Reita no tanjoubi!

2007-05-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

Reita turns 26!

reita-kun, 26-sai no tanjoubi omedetou!!

reita-kun, happy 26th birthday! GAZE-ROCK IS NEVER DEAD!~

just had to say that! haha, love their band. super strong in visual aesthetics and sound quality.. what else can i say? his solo in miseinen pwned!~

keep fightin'!~ and here are the pics... what a tiring day it was for me!

JRock Revolution at LA The Wiltern

2007-05-24T19:49:00.000-07:00

JRock Revolution explodes in a few hours time!

Stage: Los Angeles, The Wiltern
Event: Livehouse with JRock bands
Bands: alice nine., kagrra, kra, mucc, girugamesh, vidoll, dueljewel, despairsray and miyavi (god,
i can't believe i typed all the bands out with ease!)
Dates: 25 May and 26 May 2007
Time: Around 5pm i suppose
Ticket Price: $35 for a day
Details: Free Standing.

lol, cool huh?

official post 112

2007-05-22T17:28:00.000-07:00

this is the official post 112~

here are the new pictures for team alice nine.

Vo. Shou

Gt. Tora
Gt. Hiroto
Ba. Saga

Dr. Nao

Tora-kun looks as nice over there even though his hairstyle might turn out a lil' weird. they have a list of events up and JRock Revolution is set to explode with pure JRock sensations!

this is the URL: http://www.jrockrevolution.com/

I gtg le... Have school later... (*the heck!)

Peace and out~

all de best for Jrock Revolution

2007-05-21T09:51:00.000-07:00

miyavi, kagrra, DespairsRay, DuelJewel, Girugamesh, Merry, MUCC, Vidoll and alice nine. members: GOOD LUCK AND HAVE A FUN TIME AT LOS ANGELES' JROCK REVOLUTION~!

i wanna be there sia! woot

another thing that i wish to say is 'grow up people~ stop depending on me"

i shan't say so much online but it is quite pathetic. do you read my face as though it were an answer booklet? if i knew so many answers to things, i would jolly well be doing what i want now (or possible, i'll be the one sitting in the office...hell i ever want that)

peace and out~ i'm just pissed and i haven't done my personal stuff plus homework.. at most kena catch den blacklist loh... i've seen more than that... what are they capable of? its so funny it tickles my funny bone... useless crapheads

update for 20 may

2007-05-19T21:59:00.000-07:00

back! just an update to prevent myself from thinking i'm a goner with no life, propelling between work and school. hell i'll ever want that! there are so many people waiting to exploit me! i'm i that good? haha, that is really open for all to give different opinions and comments.

oh yea! FARHANAH-gal, GET WELL SOON! i was at Kinokuniya doing my mega shopping spree and was having some internal conflicts of getting one or two arena 37d megazines. and i decided to call farhanah to show my concern. you had flu ah? sounded more like wheezing and on the verge of slamming the receiver on me... lol, but the ever-so-kind farhanah did not.. and i ended up buying the 2 megazines anyways (on my own decision again!) lol, i'm quite firm in my stand lol, so farhanah, i was really concerned and did not mean to disturb you de... don't kill me for that.. or else, tora-kun will be so sad and he'll be sadistic and destroy all things that have a 'F' in it.. maybe his Fender guitar too...

*whistles off pretending nothing happened*

Oh ya... MELI! i have written my application for a leave on Jun 3rd. and we are headed for cosplaying... i just have to slap myself cos i don't have the money now to do much cosfest.. but i can still manage a miserable-NANA-emulated-character-on-thick-rimmed-glasses... lend me a pair of boots leh.. lol! nyappy~

the magnificent and great lady ami is in distress over overspending... she spent $88 for a simple kino purchase of 2 mags, one japanese language book and some stationery.. pls slap some sense into her.. the next day, she happily grabbed a tee or two and a belt plus all the health food. sadly, the health food just made her drop a few miserable grams!!!! BAH! i wanna cry liao~ no slimming supplements and i have lots of things to buy.... maybe, i should starve myself more to buy stuff... lol, thats sadistic of me.. i'll die young.. lol, good oso since all the people around me are preaching about being Chang Ming (meaning having a long life to endure more suffering on earth)...

random thought: I like Laruku's Hoshizora. Utada's Exodus is quite a grab and it's happily spinning in my discman.. love it!

i will update with more pictures of my recent purchases! wee!

peace and out~!

2007-05-13T09:38:00.000-07:00

my intuition is telling me that the Great Lady Ami is going to fall ill soon... She is losing her balance and finding it hard to walk straight. is this a case of narcolepsy? oh nvm it....

note: the great lady ami is a delicate character..

oh fuck it... i din' say anything...

*walks off whistling*

2007-05-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

lecturers and tutors can't seem to leave me alone. i'm not aiming for a college anyways. slap me if you want, i have good prospects for entering one yet i'm not in the least interested.

now i have to juggle 3 jobs, my school work plus projects, friends, family and other responsibilities like class rep and mod rep. those people do not learn, do they? its not my style to shirk off responsibilities but do not keep pushing your luck too far. i have a temper too..

free me from the shackles of reality. i just hate school since its taking too much of my time. i'm getting angry.

besides ranting i have another band to introduce. the band is jealkb. uploaded is a video of this band, featuring song "JULIA". i did not really like the song from start but it really grows on me..

Julia, find me...
Julia, forgive me...
Pardon the low quality of translation as i have limited vocabulary command to start with... damn.

Damn-ation

2007-05-04T17:23:00.000-07:00

hmm, these are the pictures taken yesterday to celebrate hiro-pon's birthday!

YAY~

hiro-pon, otanjoubi omedetou~

2007-05-03T16:45:00.000-07:00

Hiro-pon,

22-sai no otanjoubi wa omedetou~! Hiro-pon turns 22 today!

stay genki and kawaii ne~ loves!

shinji's hair

2007-04-29T18:53:00.000-07:00

this is Tora's new hair style for now.. it's quite hard to imagine how he'll look like without looking at the front. haha

oh wells, he was sick during the december period and had grown real thin by then. he's ok now and has successfully gained back his weight. to add to that, alice nine had the christmas live. but they pulled off a great performance and that's good to hear.

ok, back to me.. i messaged meli yesterday but i did not expect her to bring the whole phone to Japan as well! how did you settle the connectivity issue??? but, just as well! i got to hear from you sia and that's enough to hear. :P

my elder bro is going to thailand tomorrow and yea, miyage for me!!! i sent him a challenge as well.

to farhanah: I uploaded the video here instead and I dreamt of hamasaki ayumi-san today! god! it was cool sia! hehe.

anyways, Shinji take care!

favourites' hall of fame

2007-04-23T19:05:00.000-07:00

Have a smooth journey ahead, Meli and Toon Ling! Meli is headed to Toukyou, Japan (aka my sanctuary)! And Toon Ling is headed to Guangdong and Hong Kong. Hey, remember the miyage (Read: gifts)! Yeah, i'm so lucky sia!

I actually issued them a challenge to test our rapport. I asked them to buy me something that they could associate with the Great Lady Ami at first sight. Muahahaha.. I'll be paying you gals back! So don't worry... But then again, the Great Lady Ami is going to celebrate her birth anniversary. *hints hints* j/k lah..

I'll see whether the items fit me and that would determine our level of rapport! Interesting huh? I'm definitely keeping my fingers crossed. Don't come home empty handed wor... lol

Ahmma, I'm digressing a tad too much. Today's issue is on my favourites' hall of fame... Whatever you name it lah.. Eye candies and stuff~ This is only Round One~ I'll have other rounds in the future~

THE MOST.... Talented Drummer
Presenting: Yoshiki-san, X Japan
Caption: Watch his skills at Dahlia of X Japan's Last Live. Jaw Dropping!

THE MOST.... Missed Guitarist
Presenting: hide, X Japan
Caption: I miss Pink Spider~ T.T

THE BEST.... J-Rock Vocalist
Presenting: Ruki, the GazettE

Caption: He really has a unique voice and strong vocal control. Can't comprehend his English tho~

THE BEST.... J-Rock Bassist
Presenting: Reita, the GazettE

Caption: He's not having a runny nose. LMAO. Watch his bass solo in Miseinen

THE MOST WATCHED.... Up and Coming New Artiste
Presenting: Yuna Itou (Reira)

Caption: A Hawaiian Japanese. I like Endless Story and Journey :)

THE MOST.... Versatile ABJ
Presenting: Utada Hikaru

Caption: I like her style change especially in Exodus album. Perfect English as always

THE MOST.... Powerful Vocals w/Whistling Range
Presenting: MISIA

Caption: Watch the live performance of 'Mama Says' and you'll be shocked!

THE MOST.... Hyped Up J-Rocker
Presenting: Miyavi

Caption: He is thin because he used it up by being hyper! I like his guitar style

THE MOST.... Unique Vocals
Presenting: Nakashima Mika

Caption: She's my target for training of vocals. <3

THE MOST.... Hip Pop Mama
Presenting: Amuro Namie

Caption: Nice figure for a sexy mama. Cool dance moves!!!

MY.... Sweet Darlin'
Presenting: Tora, alice nine.

Caption: I'm taking the picture and he's just cool as always (lol!)

MY MOST.... Favourited Actor
Presenting: Kimura Takuya, SMAP
Caption: Love catching his J-Dramas. He makes Tora look pale :P

MY MOST.... Favourited Actress
Presenting: Makiko Esumi

Caption: One word, kakkoi (Read: cool)!

MY ALL-TIME.... Princess
Presenting: Hamasaki Ayumi

Caption: She'll always be my princess.

THE MOST.... Perfect Nose
Presenting: Saga, alice nine.

Caption: I really had to use this picture again... Suteki~ (Read: magnificent)

THE HOTTEST.... Nose in Town
Presenting: Miss Piggy

Caption: Don't take me seriously for this one! ROFLMAO

THERE ARE DEFINITELY MORE TO COME... YOU MAY POST ANY CELEBRITIES OF YOUR CHOICE (MAINLY JAPANESE) IN MY SHOUTBOX TO CONSIDER FOR THE ROUND 2 QUALIFICATIONS ROUND. WEE~

Peace and Out!

bikkuri!

2007-04-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

i had a shock and acted like a dork by covering my mouth in awe when i saw this recent picture taken of Saga, alice nine..

manga karakkutaa mitai na~ choo bikkuri!

get Lady Ami a better house

2007-04-08T22:23:00.000-07:00

Lady Ami is going to move house soon. please get her a house that is approximately 2000 odd sq ft. no point getting a smaller house with a low ceiling. its really uncomfortable to live in cos it's hard for me to get adjusted and we are talking about a big family here.

or rather, its better that i don't move. i don't care for a new environment anyway since its more troublesome than interesting. unless there is an inbuilt studio with soundproof quality, else there is not much point in moving. i like my house though its old. i can lie on the grass and look at stars at night provided that i minus away the mosquitoes, crickets and whatnot.

i recently developed a fetish for feeling my wrist bones/collar bones/arm joints whenever i am bored or free. i forgot what farhanah said. lol but i am not sick! *shrugs* there are all types of people around. wahahaha

plus, although this happened in march 31st, saturday, i still have to make a comment.
komento yaritai toomoimasu~~~
after tuition, i went out with meli-chan in our punk and lolita getup. as usual, curious singaporeans never fail to make us amused. a lot of funny things happened.

meli-chan, don't beat me up! cos we were in Mos Burger. i was having my iced milk tea as usual. meli was having her "liquid paper"-looking vanilla shake. meli ordered her chicken nuggets and it came in a small basket.

if i don't remember wrongly, i asked her, "What is this called?" while pointing to the lil' basket.
She said, "It's a net... basket". the pause made me gag!
i thought she said, "It's a net, Basket." <-- Basket refering to me...
meli-chan was as puzzled as usual. i laughed while telling her that her pause made me gag.
she should have said, "Its a net basket." instead.

LOL... this is the importance of pauses and commas. whahaha. that saturday was fun. i still can't forget about my "dorkiness" of writing the wrong date on the neoprint and still asking meli-chan whether my handwriting was nice. *pail falls on head*

I'm still a dork... lol

Peace and out~!

so excited

2007-04-05T20:23:00.000-07:00

hey people, i'm so excited now. i found new ways to slim down. shall try it first to see how it goes. i wanna slim down! kyaa!

as for the photoshoot, i might be delaying it and putting it on hold. i am more preoccupied with slimming down so as to obtain better results. till then, i can save up! thats great news to me!

URESHII~~

happy 19th birthday, meli! Juukyusai no tanjoubi, omedetou!!! happy happy ne?
i'm still YOUNGER than you! hehehe

*cowers to a corner for fear of being beaten up by meli-chan*

peace and out!

slimming down

2007-04-03T08:48:00.000-07:00

i had to post this entry lest it becomes to disturbing to all.. haha.

some of you may have known about this and some may have not. i have been thinking of trying to slim down and have began to accept the idea of slimming pills. 3 votes for opposing my idea of taking slimming pills made by Toon Ling, Farhanah and Meli. 1 silent vote made by my 3rd aunt who commented that my thighs look stumpier than hers.

i know i know. meli said that my case was like only flu compared to other girls whose cases were pneumonia. lol, quite an apt description that made me gag for a moment. i think its a case of personal expectation that i've explained as my stand. but don't worry, i'll simply rest my case if it (my weight) drops to 49kg. about 7 kgs to shed.

準備はいいか？モチロンだよー

but i won't be like those people boasting about wanting to be thin even though i am already slim cos as what i have explained earlier. it boils down to the point of personal expectations. what about these boobies? lol, they don't seem like they belong to me anyway.. haha, and i would disappoint any ero oyaji who would be so dumb to want to molest me.

ero oyaji (aka eroji): mei mei, you are so cute nia.
Ami: (gags) f*ck off lah.. you'll be at the losing end!
eroji: none of such shit la.. heheheh
Ami: You said so!
eroji corners Ami and yahdda yahdda (fill in the parts luh!)
eroji: *pui!* what? Flat chested??! Just say so that you are a guy so i shouldn't waste my time
Ami: i told you earlier that you'd be losing out. shan't waste my time on people like you who struggle that hard to get your lil' fellows up. Kyaa!
and so, Ami-gals flees after dealing a deadly blow to his you-know-what.

wahaha... i'm joining the visual kei league anyway.. till then, i still wanna kick those erojis that ogle at me. its just disturbing la.. i hate such attention even though i was wearing a simple tee and pants today. irritable creatures! lol

peace and out!

yesterday

2007-03-29T05:30:00.002-07:00

what do you get at the end of the equation if you try to add "Amilia" and "Heels"???

*drum roll*

A walking lamp post. thats a rough idea if you were to put me on heels. I got myself a pair of nice OL (office lady) heels <-- those more simple looking heels

The next thing i knew, my walking speed was reduced by 50%!! god! and i was late. good thing there's things like taxi nowadays.

this is gonna be a short post. i have my final project to do and i'm gonna do that after i take a shit. lol

being on heels is quite interesting. i took quite some time to get up from my seat cos my legs were suddenly uber long and i had to take a longer time to bend over and retrieve my stuff. quite fun... but i wanna buy some creepers next. they look cool to me. loves <3

peace and out~!

woah.. what a day

2007-03-27T19:14:00.000-07:00

today's business etiquette was such a disaster. or rather, the entire day is hectic and sort of went haywire. i got to sleep at 1 AM last night.

yesterday's activity:
Transfer money to a person's acc by going to bank
Head to school to prepare for Business Etiquette Demonstration rehearsal
Head to punggol for tuition

I got home finally at 11 plus. to my dismay, i have yet to sit down and read through my Cust Svc notes. To add on to it, i was sniffing (or rather, wheezing) due to the sudden weather change. Had a flu medicine and was toppling over things the next moment i knew it. I had some predictions that i might fall sick. How come such intuitions always come true in critical times like this??!! How cruel~

Forced myself to memorise the scripts and just pulled myself to bed. Was to wake up at 6am but i overslept till 7. memorised the scripts and yes, the part for my formal wear and makeup was the most troublesome. めんどくさい～

Had to call a cab and i was actually late by a few minutes. the part on settling down was the hardest and i just had to go for it. Wasn't actually taken aback by the teacher monitoring my mannerisms but i stammered a bit as my mind wasn't that adjusted yet. But yes, I'm not satisfied. Things would not be this way if i had practised more my own and managed my time even better. A great thing that our demonstration wasn't that bad. hmm, the lecturer commented on my sitting style. lol, i just plopped into the seat without much thinking... pai seh arh!

and now i'm blogging as a struggle to stabilise my emotions. the activities later?

2-3pm: Customer Service ICA
3-5pm: Project management discussion
5-7pm: Travelling time to Tuition place
7-8.30pm onwards: Tutoring

I'll most probably reach home at 10 plus. what a day! but i do not regret it. just ranting to let off some steam of the previous ICA. I hope to finish project management ica the most. this will have to depend on the progress of the entire group. cooperation, people! please take some initiative. if there is a person who should be tired, please let me do the honours by volunteering myself...

i will not give up! no way. so let us work together to pull off a good report ba... currently counting down to friday subconsciously. i'll be a free soul by then. i'll be able to pay off my bills and stuff!

lol, peace and out!

yikes

2007-03-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

people got to learn how to stop fooling around when it's back to business.
thats the cruelty and they just don't learn...
*yawns*

random dorkyness

2007-03-15T21:31:00.000-07:00

"she's sucha sexy bitch, i wanna bang into her"

alice nine - jewels

2007-03-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

Gt. Hiroto
Dr. NAO
Ba. Saga
Vo. Shou
Gt. Tora

and here i am blogging about Alice Nine and I managed to excavate their new pv. i liked their new song but it sounds slightly more mainstream than the others. i hope i'm just wrong in this judgment!!! i hope they can maintain at where they are. :P

current thought: I want to be in Japan. I want to congratulate Ayu for the good sales of her A Best 2 albums. I want to empathise Utada for her divorce recently. I want to see Miyavi monkeying around. I wanna faint from Tora's gaze. I wanna hear miku mimicking Gasu-chan (aka Donald Duck). I wanna perform with Mika on the same stage. I wanna be overwhelmed by Misia's power vocals. so much I wanna do... damn, i sound selfish.. lol

meanwhile, enjoy this MV: Jewels by Alice Nine. (i always joke about the fact that they stuck to 'jewels' since there are more of them in the band than compared to ayu's 'jewel' cos she is the only one performing it) :P

peace and out~

my birthday gift

2007-03-09T02:21:00.000-08:00

farhanah, you lame ah.. omg, i do bathroom singing a lot of times... happy? lol wahaha, in fact i like the resonance and solace i get! lol

Q: What do you think would happen if Farhanah has Internet access at home?

(a) her com will explode first from all the gigantic file space of her downloaded lives and
performances

(b) her parents will slaughter her from the sky towering electricity bills

(c) the fangirl in Farhanah will be 'fuelled' and she couldn't care less

(d) Farhanah will hate me more for influencing her

A: All of the above options will be happen!!! Ami-gal is shhoo terrorized! farhanah had already
attempted to kill me in my shout box...

and so Ami-gal was walking along Orchard after passing her friend a Mrs Fields voucher. and she was approached by a somewhat good looking guy who was selling donation tickets. she was squinting under the scorching sun and cursing the weather.

Guy: Hey Miss, could you please help these children out? *yahdda yahdda...*
Ami: (thinks to herself and squints to see under the hot sun) ....
Ami: (moves in a quick pace to get shelter while listening)
Guy: (follows)
Guy: See, this is my license for selling.... I'm not very good at selling but a lot of people have
helped and this is the last ticket (puts the ticket close to ami's face for fear that she cant
see properly)
Ami: (nods and thinks of the percentage commission that lad will get for selling the $10 ticket)
Erm, I'm seriously rushing for time... sorry

and so, clever Ami-gal manage to scoot off successfully.. sorry dude, but after the NKF saga, i have second thoughts about donating. whatever you have said was all filtered through and yes, nothing went in. i'll support renci as i always do. i mean, its more of the thought that counts. i haven't seen $10 donation tickets and i have heard distasteful stories of commission takers. and to add to that, there was a benefit that came along with it.. movie passes i think

i mean, if i have the wish to donate, i wouldn't care for the prizes that came along. giving is not getting!!! no no, this thought was never harboured in me before. so therefore, i'll support renci!!! at least renci has transparency and i know my money is really expensed on the needy. plus no rewards cept' gratitude which will suffice.

This is gonna be a long post cos that was only Ami-gal's first thought.

2nd thought: Ami-gal has thought up of a way to celebrate her 19th birthday. this is my present to myself. to get into some goth costume (not really cosplaying.. cos i prefer originality) and get myself colour contacts and fake lashes to achieve the victorian evil doll look. then go for a studio shoot if i look ok with the goth makeup first. i hope it goes well cos this is the best birthday present i could possibly think up for me. yes, i'm expecting hundreds to be expensed again. but narcissistic me is selfish and wishes my birthday to be as special as possible. i'm not hinting anything cos this is the present that the Great Me is getting for Lady Ami. (muahahaa.. j/k j/k on this part)

but i'm serious for the photoshoot. too bad my nose is not as sculpted as i want it to be.. but oh wells, Ami-gal will not stumble in her tracks.. wahaha, i love myself... :P j/k j/k the studio lights would have to be very strong to wash away my skin colour. if not, i'll be a 'baked' victorian doll. hell i'll ever want that!!!

and last but not least, some eye candy and something random that fits the current topic i'm on:

eh, Mana-sama really very pretty hor? hmm, i'm an envious lil fan girl.. hmm~ nice pic right??

peace and out! :P

visual kei

2007-03-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

been wanting to talk about this topic for quite some time. visual kei!!

but i'm gonna do the tip of the iceberg for today. talk about some vocalists.
i've noticed that ruki of The GazettE has grown plumper. he's not alone. Yomi of Nightmare (Naitomea) has also grown plumper.

flipped the latest ed of Shoxx Bis and noticed that both of their faces look more bloated than before. argh, please do not grow plumper. you guys do not look good with bloated face. and to think i was considering of becoming anaemic for the sake of jrockers. lol j/k j/k

i have succeeded in mimicking Gackt in Todokanai Ai.... (the title is far too long for me to type) was singing in the shower with the usual jrock tracks and i suddenly thought of mimicking Gackt. I got a shock of my life! one of the several attempts was definitely Gackt's voice! yippie, i can join Ai-bon in her mimicking league.

thought: i wanna get my pay to buy slimming supplements!!! kyaa~

A Best 2

2007-03-07T00:08:00.000-08:00

my princess Ayu is going to release her A Best 2 albums already! there are 4 covers. 2 black covers and 2 white covers. i'm gonna grab one of each colour. which two do you think i'd be getting??? the first 2 of course!

i like the other 2 covers... but i don't have so much vitamin M to go around. so i picked the 2 best ones with DVD versions. have yet to get 2 of her previous concerts. i have failed as a fan! gyaaa! oh wells, i have to save up and then buy!

meanwhile, please enjoy this new video "Part of Me" from Ayu! i have to say it was really beautiful. magnificent! but i have to say some parts of the music video scared me a bit and the red rouge and plasticky pink headdress. but i have to say she carries off the kimono really well. guess its because she really looks like a doll. (ningyo mitai ne!) vocals were excellent...

love you, ayu! wahaha.

my hair

2007-03-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

my hair feels like coiling barbs of wire. gosh, i must straighten it with my steaming iron...

was actually wanting to use my classical days to straighten my hair but 2 weeks have already passed me by and no action was taken. i hate it. i detest it. i abhor it..

lol, end of random ranting. been constantly thinking of the streetfest that meli mentioned. what costume are you gonna be in, meli?? i so want to take my cam and capture the 'souls' of cosplayers. its actually a prelude before i test the 'waters' over in Japan.

aiya, enough of this. i would be moving out of my abode soon. i dunno how soon it would be but it would still be an apartment. thank goodness! been staying in my huge house for so many years, leaving it really pains me. i would die if we had to move to HDBs. imagine how cramped it would be with my family in it. i heard that my mum is more interested in an apartment off Balestier. it should be quite big with an additional maid room. i mean, we could make the room soundproof and then station all our guitars and stuff.. i so want a bass! (er hmm, my burfdae is coming soon.. hints hints~0) then do some 'live house' thingy inside. must start practising soon.!! if my wishes could come true, i wouldn't mind moving provided that the apartment is revamped. and this means forking out money. no money for now.. i have to save up a lot to enrol for a new japanese course, buy health supplements, enrol for bass class, and my migrate to japan dream plus yahdda yahdda.

here's some eye candy to quench your thirst!!! introducing happy drummer of The GazettE; Kai-kun!!! love his smile

a daily update

2007-02-28T19:41:00.000-08:00

congratulations to joyner for passing your JLPT 3 with flying colours! your performance was great. hope i can do the same too! i have to save up. gonna bleed through paying for a new phone.

oh yea, people, can post a 'one-word' tag to describe me? thought that was fun as Farhanah used "anchored" to describe me..

i would think i am an "oxymoron". neways, have fun and keep the posts coming

day out on friday

2007-02-24T06:54:00.001-08:00

a day out with meli was fun. she and i experienced each other's lifestyle and interests (be it common ones and et cetera)

classical (hmm, still can't get used to this name) ended early for both of us and so we had more time on our hands. we adjourned to a fastfood outlet and i ordered its 'oriental chicken salad'. it did not satisfy my palate and i felt that i was more like a dork (although i am one.. haha, yes) the dressing tasted more like black fluid with lots of oil. meli even commented that i looked sad eating it.. i did not realise this till later but in that instance, i thought i was as usual, looking emotionless while dining. i shan't ever eat that ever again. just thought of it as plain dietary fibre.

we walked to the MRT and headed to far east to look at the stocks at Athena and Haru. and to my dismay, both shops were closed. oh god, we just had to look around and walk. walked quite a lot and invited a lot of stares to us. but i wasn't in the least bothered at how people are 'concerned' with my dressing.

Kinokuniya was the next stop. we had our afternoon tea and yes, dinner for me! (original caesar salad!) they really set the standard for my expectation of salads. and their food was really fine for me. a dream coffee house in my dream store. how good could this get? a lil' dissatisfied when they forgot to issue a 10% off even though i was a member. oh wells, i forgave them since they were really busy!

i was running late for work but we still headed to Commode to look at their merchandise. oh gosh, i saw a cap that really caught my attention. cool! meli tried on several hats. she looked like a cute tai tai. yeah meli, here's the time to train to be a tai tai. do not forget me after you have become a tai tai! lol

and so the day for meli and ami ended smoothly and i was glad that the mum of my tuition kids does not hate me.

peace! (i'm so drowsy after my medication! yawns)

day out on friday

2007-02-24T06:54:00.000-08:00

what do i do?

2007-02-20T04:41:00.000-08:00

I gotta think!!! Think, Amilia! I'm so so so dead.
I sent Viv a link to a perverted Naitomea video with yomi showing off his swan pantsu.
She was a little disgusted (or so, I think) and said "pls do not send me such a video again."
I was like "lol" cos her earlier comments did not tell me anything about her discomfort.
then she said "no i'm serious" and left to visit the doctor since she was not feeling well.
I think it was insensibility on my part. Urgh, I'm left to think of a solution then. I hope she did not take it personally since I did not mean any harm by trying to alleviate her discomfort with some light hearted crapping video.

woopaz! Amilia, you are so dead and I'm not gonna help you~ (grunts Bou-kun)

aneways, i'm gonna send her a new year card to UK (cos she's in UK) and hope she accepts my apology..

peace, out-

update 18 feb 2007

2007-02-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

I dislike my nose. :(

hide

2007-02-16T08:59:00.000-08:00

In loving memory of Hide, 13 Dec 1964 - 02 May 1998. I carried a heavy heart when I heard Viv tell me about the details of his demise. I'm a believer of X Japan by knowing to heart the lyrics for 'Crucify My Love'.

Yet, it was still a shock to hear of the details for a legend to end like that for X Japan.

Hide, I won't cry for you if you feel more relieved to be away from this cruel world. But remember, please try to be happy and remember those who love you so. I'm glad Sugizo did not end his life foolishly too.

Farewell, Pink Spider

today 14th feb

2007-02-14T06:14:00.000-08:00

happy v-day to all peeps.

anyways, i had to claim my flexi today to deliver flowers to my bro's gal. travelled all the way from bradell mrt to caldecott on taxi. taxi is so much easier. sat on the porch and waited for her to come out. haha, luckily no one suspected me to be a crazy fangirl. saw all the vandalised vending machines with the various names of singapore idol...

hie, don't take it out on those pitiful machines. i'm gald i did this favour for my bro! all ended well and yeap, i'm still the emo kid that i used to be.

commuted back home on bus and went to sleep directly. the afternoon sun amost killed me with its merciless UV rays. i walked home from the stop and bam! was sleeping on the bed straight for 4 hours. when i woke up, it was about to be 6. contemplated on my own feelings if i was still waiting for time to pass in TEP. eh, really very stupid to be wasting my time in school like that.
not action packed at all...

*yawns*

cherry power

2007-02-12T17:10:00.000-08:00

my aunt came back to celebrate the new year and gosh she bought cherries!
was practically munching on the goodness of cherries last night.

i like how the cherries look like blood! yippie

yikes

2007-02-07T07:28:00.000-08:00

i heard something that disgusted me today. greatest filth in mankind.

u gotta believe this!

2007-02-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

omg omg! i can't recover from my shock.

meli, gonna be ripping my head off if i told her this face-to-face. i just realised this too. so don't blame me.

i was browsing through the website and saw miwitch's profile and face alas. she looks quite kawaii (those innocent blur joushikousei<-- dun ask me whether i've spelt correctly... no idea) and she's based in Punggol

on Friday, i saw her back view and she was spotting a simple, not very exquisite loli dress and ackle type of boots.. she tied up her hair with two side pony tails with a generous heap of overflowing rainbow coloured thin ribbons. I thought, "why not act the entire part?"

that thought lasted for a while and i brushed it off after i arrived at my destination. then then then, i am quite positive the person i saw that alighted the same bus was miwitch. oh oh oh, she's my senpai and i thought she was someone thats younger and more child-like. okie, that has proven me wrong. she is one of the persons i've grown to respect for now.. (lol, cos i don't know her real personality as of yet.)

oh well, amilia! peace~

2007-02-02T21:45:00.000-08:00

new band that got me hooked on recently.. J Rock is uber electrifying. Zwei (German: meaning 'two') shocked me when i found out that both were lasses!

way to go! Ayumu and Megu, ganbare ne!

ooh

2007-02-01T08:05:00.000-08:00

Sadistic Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

It takes a special kind of uke to handle the punishment you dish out. Making them beg for mercy is what you're all about. You give your uke the gift of pain, and the louder their moans are, the more satisfied with the relationship you'll be. It's no fun if they don't struggle, and struggle and torture is what the Dramatic Uke, your perfect match, lives for.

took this test from meli's livejournal... i guess we are really poles apart... disclaimer: i'm not really that sadistic but i choose the closest option that is available.. i don't practise SM... urgh! oh wait, is it too late to explain???!

February 1st is something special. collected my pay (yippee, money! yes!), applied for a debit card (wee!), bought dunhill ciggies for bro but sadly i fell ill and bro too. he came back from camp and me! the great me; fell ill and dizzy. fever again :( all the paracetamol and stuff makes me feel like a zombie.

but oh well, i guess i'll be fine after a while. current thought: can try smoking a ciggie. not trying to be bad but it's in my nature... (refer back to earlier para :P) can experience things that i wanted to try and maybe give it up when it stinks wahaha.. this is better than doing things like drugs and stuff.. eww!

this is amilia. peace!

some updates :(

2007-01-29T08:35:00.000-08:00

this a new band that I would like to introduce to everyone. If you are into JRock, particularly emo and punk rock, you'll definitely love this band. melodious music to my ears (might be jarring on yours tho ;P)

This band is Girugamesh. I like two songs from them.. slightly melancholic to me and never fails to jerk me to tears.. i'm not a cheerful person so that explains why.

another thing that happened on Sunday night was Grandma telling me about Pa who was in a crazy and unreasonable manner towards her that day. I guessed i might have commented about the bit that my Pa is quite immature at times and we talked more about what happened during the ruckus that was caused by something falling. apparently, that younger brother (in case, you do not know which, i dont like them both) of mine was eavesdropping.

He sent me an SMS which read like "don't talk back behind us. reflect on yourself before you talk about others. alien". In a nonchalant manner, I felt that it was so lame of him to do that. confront me if you have the guts, bro. and make sure you don't make me laugh with that childish actions of yours. i can't talk back at someone who isn't there to reprimand me (in other words, check your english before you talk to me, bro)plus I wasn't talking about you.. what about grandma? you think she feels good being pushed around like a ball and sucked up to whenever anyone of you has a problem or sore in the ass?

no way man. dont ever think of bullying her as long as i live. Sorry that i totally disregard all of you except Grandma and elder bro. they will always be the ones that i truly respect and will protect for as long as i live.

about today ne~ plus commuting

2007-01-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

first off, i'll have to apologise for being a lousy person and losing my temper that easily.. was quite edgy today and therefore i had my moodswings again. but ain't gonna explain further lest everyone would think that i'm finding excuses to release myself.

SORRY ALL IM PEOPLE: BENG GUAN, HUI YI, SI YAN, PAUL (ALEX WASN'T HERE TODAY)
SORRY ALL OPs PEOPLE: AMANDA, DAPHNE, YONG QUAN, MELI
and all the people who commuted with me on the same form of transportation today

after the disclaimer, i'm so glad i completed most of my mission today. but one grave thing is that i haven't gotten the chance to memorise the scores for open house performance... so much for being busy and all..

today was sucha scorching day that i remembered i had to open my umbrella. couldn't stand the latent heat on me... on another ote, i noticed how my body has changed. i used to walk freel under the sun but now i can't. i used to be able to eat meals heartily, but the bowl of udon was left half unfinished. the udon was not really palatable, hmm

but i'm glad to buy that 'thing'... haha, the shopkeeper was so amiable and we chatted for a whie during the purchase. good service and business acumen! haha, i wanted that thing for myself too! nya~ anyways, its for a special someone whose birthday is soon... guess for yourselves!

thats about all.. peace!

Ayu's Scandal

2007-01-21T19:49:00.000-08:00

this is indeed lame... First it was Stanley who notified me on Ayu's Scandal. I looked on my forum and then i saw that piece of scandal again...

it was published on the headlines of Shinmin WanBao... Something that i must pinpoint here. why has Singapore's media become so nosey all of a sudden? And and and, they have indeed spent a bit of effort to source out lame pictures of ayu clad in bikinis (all pictures were already outdated.) Get some pictures of HIV positive results or scandalous pictures of ayu throwing herself at others, people!

*yawns*

Don't offend the intellectual... muahaha

Yeah!

Shopping Spree

2007-01-15T06:11:00.000-08:00

Help me for my personal selling, peeps! Then i'll get to see Tora and peeps in dreams <---heh heh, dream on lah!!

lol, anyways, I headed down to Wisma to buy my belt! my long awaited vintage belt! super nice sia~~~ that cost $45 after discount... the last time i saw, it was selling for $49.90.. Lucky Neh!
afterwhich, i got myself a cobalt blue top and a chocolate pleated skirt!! 嬉しい。

spent $110.20 in total, woops! Don't wow or anything, i'm especially extravagant when it comes to buying things that I like.. no compromise! haha アﾂハハハ～

no picture for today but i gotta share a quote.

Success is not final
Failure is not fatal
Courage is what counts

this quote is from a great gentleman, sad that I did not get to remember the name tho.. lalalala

Peace!

love and reunion

2007-01-13T17:40:00.000-08:00

hiya peeps! another offer, another offer is up again!!!

tis the season of love and reunion! yea, you're right! it's february again! celebrate the joy of love and reunion with friends and loved ones in this merry mood.

As you know, Chinese New Year is up next and is closely followed by Valentine's Day. I have offers for the 2 events.

1st offer:

Buy $20 vouchers priced at $13 MSC Price.. Save on the $7 to buy something else!!! Note that vouchers cannot be accumulated for purchase. One voucher to be used for one time purchase.

2nd Offer from applegreen florist:

there are roses on sale too.. they come in different combination signifying your care and concern to the ones you truly care for.

1) 1 stalk red rose 2) 6 stalks red rose with ‘I love you’ wording on one rose

3) 3 stalks pink roses 4) 3 stalks red roses 5) 3 stalks lilies

6) 6 stalks red roses 7) 12 stalks red roses

$10.50 delivery fee will be charged if you call for delivery but I will help by collecting it on the 13th and delivering to you for FREE on a time and place that you desire... :P

3rd Offer from Home's Favourites:

1) Pineapple Tarts (28 pcs) 2) Love Letters (100 pcs)

3) Kueh Bangkit (100 pcs) 4) Almond Cookies (350g)

5) Pistachio Nut Cookies (350g) 6) Butter Cookies (350g)

7) Hae Bee Hiang Cookies (350g) 8) Cereal Cookies (350g)

9) Special Bundle (Cereal Cookies + Cashew Nuts Cookies) 350g each

Tempted??? Very much so, ya?? email me at: kagari_88@hotmail.com for more details or approach me personally..

As always, thanks for helping!!!

Love and Peace.....................out!

it's been long

2007-01-10T21:34:00.000-08:00

wow! it's been long since i have last updated because i have been busy and away from the computer therefore it is a hassle for me to update.

did not have any chance to be able to go home at 6. have work or choir to attend to this week. was expecting my last post to be the one on tarot results... i've misculcated argh!!!

to sarcasz-myV: here is your video on Meevs... haha, i didn't like him initially due to his 'haphazard' singing style. his character and ego attracted me and finally his guitar strumming skills totally blew me awayy! haha... now, i'm on your side sarcasz!!!

Woot~! a lot of things happened this week and i'm still penniless as ever! give me money, god! give me money!!!

Peace out-------------

ALICE NINE

2007-01-04T19:25:00.000-08:00

here are 3 pictures of shou-dono, hiroto-dono and nao-dono of Alice Nine respectively... why didn't tora-dono and saga-dono do the same???

素適ね～～！this is great.. have not updated for quite sometime and have got lost on what to say... but i must thank Xiu Hui!

Xiu Hui, thank you for caring about me always.. ! you 加油 too!!

and si yan, take good care of your voice... alex is repenting liao..

tarot results

2006-12-29T22:48:00.000-08:00

took this quiz from my bro's blog and the result is uber cool~

You are the World

Completion, Good Reward.

The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.

The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

things to update

2006-12-28T22:05:00.000-08:00

havent been updating for quite some time... a few days??? amilia can't live without the internet.

but i'm glad i could still obtain certain access to the internet, so here i am again..

first day of job is today! i'm gonna fight~~~　戦うぞーーーー

バイト　バイト　フーアイト～～　\（^o^ )

survey

2006-12-25T20:41:00.000-08:00

Gotten to see this survey on Roan's bloggie. Too bored after a strange and somewhat eerie dream, Amilia embarked on doing this survey....

01. Eyeliner or mascara?- Both
02. Disney films or scary films?- scary films
03. skirts or jeans?:- jeans
04. Socks or leggings?:- leggings
05. Hoodies or jackets?:- hoodies
06. Heels or sneakers?:- do i have a choice? sneakers prolly
07. Straight or curly hair?:- both with style
08. Hoop or dangling earrings?:- hoops
09. Side bangs or one lengthed?:- side bangs
10. Your favorite color(s):- black, red, white, silver
11. Victoria's Secret or Bath & BodyShop?:- bodyshop!
12. Smoothies or lattes?:- lattes
13. Diet or regular sodas?- regular ones.. diet ones taste acidic to me
14. Water or daiquiris?:- nope.. perrier with lemon
15. Diamonds or pearls ?- diamonds
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?:- they don't make a difference to me
17. This or That?:- neither
18. iPod or cell phone?:- iPod
19. Friends or family?:- family
20. Manicure or pedicure?:- both.. i'l DIY
D21. Love or peace?:- peace
22. Sunglasses or purses?:- sunglasses, aviator ones

What you have:
[x] An MP3 player/ipod/anything likethat.
[x] Jewelry.
[x] A computer.
[x] A cd player.
[ ] A stereo.
[ ] A spice girl cd
[ ] A cosmo magazine.
[x] A teddy bear.
[ ] A build a bear.
[ ] An American Eagle purse.
[ ] A hot topic shirt.
[ ] An abercrombie shirt/sweater.
[ ]The mean girls dvd.
[x] A TV in my room.
[ ] Diamond earrings.
[ ] A pearl necklace/bracelets.
[ ] A homecoming/prom dress.
[ ] A Bible
[ ] A myspace
[x] Perfume or spray.
[x] A black shirt.
[x] Pink nail polish.

Girl Knowledge:
Do you know exactly where the blush goes?- yeah.. roger that
Would you say you know how to put on make up?- definitely
Do you know how to french braid?- yup. but i don't do it
Do you wash your face at least once a day?- roger that
Do you know what kind of lip stick make your lip sexy????- canmake rouge
Do you use an eyelash curler?- yea
Do you use waterproof mascara?- yea

this is interesting.. quite a number of things i have noticed are different of that from Roan's.. so i urge the other members of 7 flowers to do this on their personal blog or our group blog to view the difference...

can't think of any pictures to post for the day. till then, PEACE!

meri kuri

2006-12-25T03:46:00.000-08:00

meri kuri!!! merry christmas to all the peeps out there! although singapore is not snowing and it's a fact that i would like to experience Christmas in Japan, i still wanna wish all the friends and people around me a MERRY CHRISTMAS...

Merry Christmas to.... my family esp my Grandma and elder bro
Merry Christmas to.... my friends
Merry Christmas to.... Alice Nine
Merry Christmas to.... Ayu
Merry Christmas to.... Gazette
Merry Christmas to.... Naitomea (Nightmare)
Merry Christmas to.... all the other Jrock bands (Jrock = Japan, you Rock my world!)
Merry Christmas to.... all the Japanese artistes (singers and actors + actresses)
Merry Christmas to.... to all the other people who have made an impact in my life
Merry Christmas to.... my god! yeap, you deserve all the greetings that I could give~

Merry Christmas everyone~

Amilia signing out. Peace!!

issue: 22nd dec 2006

2006-12-21T18:53:00.000-08:00

bonus edition of blog entry: 2 pictures of Hitsugi of Naitomea (Nightmare).. absolutely sweet! Absolut Christmas~ the first picture is Hitsugi with makeup. he looks his best like he always does.. and and and he looks perfect without makeup too... cool eh?

with makeup:

without makeup:

there is a motive behind my blog entry today! i have an opinion that i would like to express..

Visual Kei
another dislaimer: Farhanah, this is dedicated for you... lol

all the statements that i am going to make are purely my opinion. it may not be factual so bear with me, ya? any resemblance of the dead is purely coincidental.. *erm, i guess you could strike out the previous sentence that i had typed.. haha

to me, visual kei is a subculture of japanese youths in these era. it was normally by japanese rock bands who had wanted to express their individualism from the mainstream. thus, they don unique to eccentric type of apparels. the range of apparels range from emo to goth... but in a way, visual kei is in its own league than compared to these 2 categories.

in visual kei-ism, there is no definition of genders. its not whether a guy should be a guy and look like one... its more of like neutrality.. no definition and yet its hard to be defined... makeup are always put on to make an impact on others and to accentuate their facial features... *if you are at anytime blur of what i mean, just refer to the pictures above^*

i am going to end abruptly... been blogging on a post for too long that have lost the direction to continue typing...

till then, peace!